I have a wound…Let me pour salt into it…

It’s one of those things…when you know that something is going on on a show, and you know you shouldn’t watch it, because it could very well tear your insides to shreds…Yet you do it anyway.  I don’t know…maybe it’s a way to let yourself know that you haven’t forgotten the pain, that you won’t forget the pain.

I hate Days of Our Lives right now…Hate their plot, it rips my insides to shreds…Yet I lay on the couch, and watch, and listen, and cry, and wish that the pain inside wasn’t there…Yet, it’s my own fault for watching something that’s going to drag it all up to the surface.

Here is my angel…My sweet baby boy.  Those of you in roleplay will recognize his name in connection to something else…but this is where that name came from…This is Dominic Michael…

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Is he not the sweetest little baby ever to be seen…Of course I have to say that…He’s my little one…

Now, just for fairs sake…Here’s some more pictures of the Critters…Critter B first…
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The first picture is when Harley was just a baby, back in 2001…The second picture is Harley’s close to his first Halloween…He was Zorro, in a cute little poet shirt…The third picture was right before this Christmas…Out of the ones I had to pick from…I did this one because he looks like he’s chewing nervously on his nails. *headdesk* *laughs*

Critter A’s turn…
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First picture Sonja’s three…sometime shortly after Harley was born…Second picture is from after this Christmas…she bought herself a ballarina outfit with her giftcard money…She looks so grown up in this picture.

On a happier note…Yay for pressies…*hugs Raya* My sissy luffs me. *smiles*  She sent me a loverly Slytherin keychain…What the perfect keychain for the keys to the Slytherin mobile.  Thank you very muches. *hugs Raya tightly*

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Aww, ya for piccies! Sonja looks so much older now! *laughs* *hugs tightly* *more hugs* You’re welcome for the pressie! We have matching keychains! ~

Aww! They’re all so adorable! ~

January 11, 2006

aww..I love babies. I miss when my neice and nephew were Dominics size. I love Harleys eyes and Sonja is very pretty.

wait a second… i didn’t know you had been pregnant!!! ::headdesk:: when was he born???? ::headdeskheaddeskheaddesk:: bad bad echo!! ::runs off:: note from an

oh dear, i’m so sorry! ::hugs you tightly:: i didn’t mean to i didn’t know… i’m sorry hon ::hugs tightly:: feel better soon note from an

January 12, 2006

you know, i feel the exact same way. *hugs* for family, however unorthodox.

::hugs:: when you mentioned that others go through it as well, it reminded me of another one of my favs thepolitehorse you should go and check it out. don’t know if you do she’s a real awesome person but she had a miscarraige about two days ago take care, stay safe note from an

January 12, 2006

aww they are soo cute!!

January 12, 2006

Awwe pictures! Dominic was a handsome lil’ fellow. Harley definitely has that I’m so innocent.. I have to be up to something look… and Sonja is a cutie! You’ve got some beautiful children.

January 12, 2006

I know Harleys look very well.. Tyler has it all the time. And yes they grow up way to fast.

January 12, 2006

I wish there was a crazy glue for life *smiles*.. tho sometimes it feels like its so wrecked that no matter how many of the little pieces you put back together there are still some missing and nothing fits together right.