Had a title…Decided it sucked.

*Written sometime this afternoon*

My head is too full of too much. Too many things vying for my attention. [I’m going to blame my headache on it.]
So much going on…So many thoughts…None of which I can seem to contain into a workable thought. [Though I did manage to get out an rpg entry…And put to myself that I need two more at the least, if not three.]

My mind is much on my sister’s departure. There is a big gaping hole left with her absence here. Two weeks felt like they were barely a week…And now, two days seem like months. Yes, as everyone points out, there are plans for next year. But plans are not being. Thoughts are not actuality. They are, what they are, waiting. I’m not a patient person. [Despite the fact I was gifted with a rock that has the Chinese symbol of patience carved into it, as thanks for my patience.]

School is fast approaching…I fear once more that I really can’t do this. *pokes at stack of books* I’ve glanced through them…They are a bit overwhelming…I have to learn how to use a microscope in Plant Biology…I hate my calculator (though I did set my clock on it)…Too many buttons, it looks like the bloody remote! *hides from it* *stuffs it back in drawer*

Went walkies yesterday…It was even off. The store we usually get our drinks and snacks at is closed…The lady who owned it hung herself.
We wandered, off or usual path to begin with. I was late getting there, so I made it a shorter walk, so I wouldn’t continue to be late.

Went to Bill’s after walkies. He had made dinner again…Corn on the cob even. *smiles*
Then we went to play put-put golf. We won…Literally…Our scores were tied! And I’m the one that was writing them down, and did the adding, so I know it was right. At the golf course there were little froggies. I tried to catch them, but they escaped me. Meanie froggies.
On the back half of the cave part of the course, the stones were perfect for climbing. I wanted to climb up it…I had the thought that if Raya was here, we would climb it. They had little mini history lessons on the area, on logging, and some things about the rocks and stuff natural in the area…Made me think of Raya as well (my sissy likes history).

Went and rented a movie…Blood & Chocolate…Watched most of it…
Bill can make me feel like no one else has…Yet, I’m left feeling out of sorts currently. Like there is something not quite right.
I love him…Though I can’t seem to tell him.
He loves me…Yet refrains from saying so, as he doesn’t want them just to become hallow, empty words.

*waves hand at entry* I’ll finish this later…Perhaps with something to day…Though I know I need to write, as I said, two entries…If not three.

Okay…As I have done next to nothing…I really have nothing more to write about. *laughs*

Though I do have colours coded into a song for an entry…Just need to get the rest of the entry written now.

Something I haven’t done in a while…Videos!

This eppie of Futurama was on the other night…I likes this song. *laughs*

R.I.P. to the lost lives in the Deathly Hallows

Best Friends Forever! Prongs, Padfoot, Moony, Wormtail!

Hogwarts Never Ends- The Marauders

And of course…Those last two are with thoughts of Prongs.