Don’t waste your time reading this

They are all good in their own way…A look into my depraved, warped and twisted mind. (This would be a good time for you to all run for the hills. *laughs*)

Let’s see…How the bloody hell do I start this. *laughs* Probably by asking the question I’ve been asking myself for a while now…How do I get talked into these things? I suppose I am a bit too easily led astray, exspecailly concerning some things. So where to go from that thought…I guess a one by one breakdown…Before I have some kind of breakdown. In that case, I suppose we should start at the begining…Well perhaps not the begining, but the first anyway (Which I suppose is still a begining). [Yes, I know…Get on with it. Okay, fine, here I go.]

#1.) The first…This one is about the love, and tenderness. The hidden romantic, that wants to make everything perfect for the woman he loves. It’s slow and sensual at times. Others more urgent, the need and desire getting the better of them. But under it all, it’s about how they feel for one another, they give themselves to one another, heart, mind, body, and soul. It’s wonderful, just because of the depths of their love. They share a conection that’s deeper than just the physical, it goes into the very fiber of their beings.

#2.) The second…This one is about comfort. It’s about someone being there for you when you feel utterly alone. Someone willing to give their all to you, even if you can’t give your all back to them. It’s tender and sweet, as your every need and desire is catered to. Anything you ask, and you are gladly welcome to it. Anything to please you. (Why do I get the urge to say something along the lines of ‘It’s like having your own slave’.) Or, it can be fast and quick, just needing to have that release, but still knowing you’re with someone who cares about you.

#3.) The third…This one is about pure, raw, animalistic lust. (*feels the desire to bang head repeatedly at the word animalistic*) It’s not about love, it’s about need. It’s about hungar, and the release of passion. It’s fast and hard, and exhilarating. (And why do I get the feeling the use of the word exhilarating is what’s going to be thrown back at me. *headdesk* *laughs*) Anyway…The deep emotions don’t get involved here, it’s all about surface things, the things that nature likes to throw out at you when you’re not looking. It’s all about feeling good at the moment, and to hell with anything else.

*looks around at the confused faces of the crowd*
*falls over laughing*

Okay, I’m sure there has to be a bit more clarification here. This has to do with, my thoughts on the subject, of Raven’s three lovers from Roleplay. *headdesk* Yes, I said three…*shakes head* How these things happen, I just don’t know. *laughs* Anyway…As of this point, she has only had the one. It’s not until the begining/middle of summer that she picks up the second one. And the end of summer/possibly early fall, that she picks up the third one (which is set for a drunken one night thing).