Disenchanted?

*sigh*  It’s one o’clock…I woke up at noon…And I’m seriously contemplating going back to sleep…Not sure if it’s the left over effects of the Tylenol PM or not. [Which I took around 9 this morning.]

I couldn’t get to sleep after putting the Critters on the bus…OD wasn’t working at that moment…Then again, it was 6:30 in the morning…Why would I need it to work? I laid trying to get to sleep for nearly 1/2 hour before giving up. I think it was around 9 when I finaly tried to do it again. Had the computer on playing music…The tv was turned on too low to hear.

Thing is…In those two hours or so…Between 7 and 9…I didn’t just do nothing. I wrote nearly 5 pages…Unfortantly…They serve no purpose. I was suppose to be an irl entry for here…But…*shakes head* I haven’t reread it at all…But I know that I went quite out of it.

It was…I’m not sure what it was suppose to be. Me attempting to sort some thoughts out, I suppose…But…*sigh* I feel like erasing that I wrote that it exsists. [Yet more censoring of myself…As I’ve censored it from being read already.]

Yeah…babble…Tired.

I’m going to give up and give in…Who cares if I sleep the day away, tis not like I’m going to accomplish anything else.

*thinks about hitting the cancel button* *sigh* No…already wasted too many words today.

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January 5, 2007

*hugs* poo for waste of words, tis not a good idea to waste them at all, I needed to know how you were and you’re not good *hugs like loon* May you get more sleep later… Hopefully… And *kicks OD for not being on when Raven needs it* xoxo

well. At least you was not woken up by this atom splitting headache like i have. :hugs: feel better. many kittens. Chris

*hugs* What did you just tell me the other day? This year is going to be something better for both of us.

January 5, 2007

anytime you write something out you obviously needed to get it out, well, if no one else reads it, so what? you needed to say it and out it came and now you can go forward some more. *hugs you*

January 5, 2007

i feel the same as you do this morning (afternoon) i think i’m just going to go back to bed.

January 5, 2007

I’m having a pretty bleh day as well. It’s wet and rainy and only slightly chilly. Strange NW Ohio weather . . .

Don’t erase your writing! ‘Tis too good to get rid of even if you don’t like it and it isn’t “important.” *takes words and puts them in a safe box* *pats box* There we go, much better! You can take them out and share them when you’re ready. 🙂 *hugs*

January 5, 2007

Definitely the Tylenol was the evildoer. Called the “hangover” effect. Sucks lots and lots. Sleep is good. I need sleep actually. I should get a good nights rest Sunday night. IF I can get to sleep in the hotel that is.

*huggles*

January 5, 2007

*huggles* *agrees with Raya* It’ll be good. I promise. [ anomaly ]

January 6, 2007

hope things look up! 🙂