Day 3

Pet stuff first:

Apparently he’s got anemia so bad that a ‘normal’ person would of been on their death bed (the Dr. supposidly said this…not that the pet isn’t prone to exgaeration). So now he’s on iron tablets to get that back up to normal levels.

Also, he has hypo-thryoid something. (Can we say, just another added excuse for being overweight? Yeah, I know it can cause that…I also know eating like a friggen pig can too.)

And #3…He has type 2 diabetes (Not surprising as it runs in his family…his mother, his grandmother, etc.)

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I woke up this morning feeling…a bit more myself…which threw me off too.  Though I was also hoping for maybe an e-mail, or text message…not that I needed one or that they are a necessity…I was just…I don’t know…

I got to thinking…stupid brain…about just bits and pieces of time…that’s when the ache started again…Not as strong…but it’s there…and still runs deep. Though the more I think about it, the more it seems to ache. *sigh* [No tears…okay…I’m trying really hard at that.]

Thing is…I really don’t know what’s what anymore…I’ve got this uncertainy that seems to be hovering over me. Raya keeps asking me what’s what…and I keep telling her I don’t know. I know it would be wrong of me to ask or expect anything…

Somewhere there is a little, young, blonde California girl…Someday she’s going to catch his eye…I know that’s something I’m just going to have to deal with. [Sorry…I didn’t mean for them to leak…stupid eyes.] But I know it’s inevitable…right?

Sonja relocated the book  Grimmie left behind for me to read. Dragons of the Dwarven Depths.  The Lost Chronicles Volume 1.  It’s a DragonLance book…with the orginal heros in it. 

Grimmie just signed in…telling me he’s about to start writing his response to my letter…

Guess I’ll go for a bit…

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…It’s raining…don’t know about walkies today.