Catch up…New non-friend…School
I’m not of the feeling wells…But I has news & some other stuffs to shares…So I is writing updateness.
Last news first I suppose…Met with the lawyer again today at 11:00…Left $2000.00 poorer, but it’s a good poorer, as I now have a lawyer retained in this mess as well. *nods*
I has a flying bison! Appa has returned home…& despite feeling like death warmed over, I promptly went outside to give my air bison a proper hug & let him know I missed him. He has a whole new hood & grill (& lights). The hood is black, not the champagne/tannish colour of the rest of him, but it works…Tis his nose. *grins* & his grill & lights…They have to be from another year Blazer, but they just look of the awesomeness on him, so I’m not going to complain…1.) Because he’s here & happy & running. 2.) Like I said, looks of the awesomeness. & 3.) It’s another way (aside from the black hood) to differentiate him from all the other tan Blazers that are driving all over the roads that seem to be just about that year. [& there does seem to be an awful lot of them.]
Despite feeling like death warmed over yesterday, I stayed up till midnight last night so I could talk to Wasil. It was doubly needed.
1.) I had gone to bed early Monday night due to my head hurting & being tired, so didn’t get to talk to him.
2.) I got a text Tuesday night telling me he wasn’t going to be on because he had an unexpected visitor. One who has put me in the mood to kill off things…Luckily I’ve matured over time & for whatever reason I know/feel that I can trust Wasil & believe him/in him. Though I do think part of my sick was helped along by nerves/anxiety/apprehension/etc.
Didn’t help when I texted back saying “As long as she’s not trying to steal my Waz.” & I get back “oh she is”…*growls* *eyes glow* But it was also followed with “but don’t worry it isn’t hapnin”.
But it was good for a realization…I do trust him. Which trust is not something I give lightly, and for me to know that I trust him, and to trust him…Well, yeah…It says something. Spent the rest of the night & the next day with the thought…Yes, I trust him…But I don’t trust her.
When we talked last night he explained it all like he said he would in his initial text. They had fooled around previously, but had never been in a relationship. The last time they were together, afterwards he found out that she had been with someone else two weeks prior without bothering to tell him. He quit talking to her after that…She sent him a letter, texts, IMs, called etc. Which he ignored. Then Tuesday night out of nowhere, uninvited & unannounced, she showed up @ his door saying she needed closure…[Which I’m guessing could be read more along the lines of she wanted to jump him and thought if she showed up on his doorstep it might happen. *glares @ her* *growls*…Oh yeah…It’s going to be so much fun in Grand Rapids, I can tell already…ANYWAY…]
He told he would talk to her, be friends, whatever, but made it clear nothing else is going to happen, what was before isn’t going to be again.
Now…If she’ll let it sink into her thick skull. She told him she knows & that she needs to get over him…So she’d better bloody well do it.
Wasil referred to the whole thing as being on the stalkerish. Which yeah…Woman is a potential psycho…Or is a psycho…Or…*stuffs her in a trunk* *sets it on fire* *kicks the ashes* [Who didn’t see all that coming eventually?]
Anyway…Yeah…She’s from Grand Rapids…Which is were Wasil & I are going first after we leave here when he comes up to get me. So he warned me ahead of time that I’ll most likely get to meet her, and that she’ll most likely give me ‘the evil eye’. Yeah…Not a new friend for me. Oh well, sucks to be her.
My MySpace status is currently: I am his & he is mine…Mine! Mine! Mine! (Then something about feeling greedy right now, can’t remember the exact wording.) Mostly because I am feeling slightly bitchy & territorial…& 1.) She’s on his MySpace…2.) I posted a new comment right above her birthday comment to him (which is right about my birthday comment to him with is lips & x’s & o’s)…The comment is pretty much along the lines of ‘you are the first thing I think of in the morning…you are the last thing I think about before going to sleep’…Though worded much better. Then me adding *hugs* & *kisses* under the comment thingy. So if she goes to that page and sees it, then decides to go to my page to check me out at all, she’ll get to see my loverly status message. [Yeah, I know, not likely…Though if she’s gonna drive 6 ½ hours down there unannounced, maybe it is likely…that she’ll go look @ my page, but *shrugs* Whatever, it’s there anyway.]
Eventually I really need to get what Wasil & I is defined to some extent. Either way…I hope he doesn’t mind cling, cuz I don’t think I’m going to let him very far from my side while we are in Grand Rapids.
Okay…Something not related to that whole last little bit…
School!
I got 30 out of 50 points on my algebra test…& somewhere rewrote the laws of math so that 2*4=12 now. *headdesk* I was sick & not with it, seriously. Anyway, I get to do the review problems to bring that grade up some. So that’s good.
I turned in the missing lab Monday with some other homework in Oceanography…He turned back the other homework but not the missing lab…So I don’t know if he’s still going to count it and just didn’t get it graded or what…& I was too sick to want to deal with it at that point. [Reese had tried to talk me to not even going to class…But I went anyway. Seriously we were right outside the classroom door, I was there, it was time…It would have been foolish to leave at that late date. Granted I did do that last year once with Life Drawing, BUT I had a headache that was trying to kill me & seeing nakkie people just wasn’t going to help…& I liked Doug better & knew him to be a more understanding & caring kind of teacher…I’m not overly fond of the Oceanography teacher…I mean he’s okay and what not…& I do feel bad for him on occasion as he tries so hard to get us excited & we all pretty much suck @ enthusiasm. *laughs*]
HG&D…Yeah…Need to do some work on that for Saturday…Like build evidence of learning & finish book log (which is almost done, so that is good…Not sure if I’ve found my two websites yet or not…& the advocacy thing…I know what I’m doing, just haven’t done it yet).
I need to see if I can
still get my Phi Theta Kappa thing before commencement…Since I’m part of that I is entitled to wear the yellow thingy. Yeah…Such technical terms. *laughs* If I can’t get one before hand, I’ll still wear my pin…As long as I can find it…I think I know where it is…Fairly certain anyway. *laughs*
*kicks the stupid girl’s ashes* Grrr. I know how you feel. And, Yay for walking! ^_^ ♥
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*grinds the ashes into less than dust* lots of love to you my dear. i feel possessive too sometimes. heh. it is ok. MUAH
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6 and a half hours!!!! That girl is a loon! But at least he showed her the door and you trust him, plus, him ignoring her just shows how much he does care about you :O) so yays for that! Glad to hear Appa is ok and looking funky :O) xxx
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