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Todays [When today was Tuesday]:

 

Blah…It’s been an odd little day. *nods*

Towards the end of Ethics I got to feeling of the major offs. I think it might have been triggered by part of the discussion, as it was talk of how women feel maternal and have natural connections with their children. [This weeks topic is woman & ethics, or women’s ethics, or whatever.] With Dominic’s birthday a week away, it kind of hit me in the wrong way. I was all shaky and not feeling goods, and wanting to burst into tears.
Then about five minutes before class was due to get out my phone rang…It was Reese. I asked her if I could call back and then hung up. Called her back after class on my way back to my car (had to park in the almost furthers parking lot…Blah). She told me she had called because someone had been waiting outside Art class…For me. O.o The waiting person…James (he’s been staying in the drawing classroom the last few weeks). She held the phone up to him and he said “I miss you”. O.o [Told you, it’s been an odd day.] Although, Reese had been beating on him, so it might have been he was only missing me as I would of distracted her from beating on him. *shrugs*

When I got to the Fine Arts Building I got put into a headlock. Not by Reese amazingly (as that is the usual), but by James, as he held me between him and Reese. *feels so loved* *laughs*

Class had strangeness…Part of which was badly performed dancing, between me and James…I don’t know he started it, I was just kind of going with it until I could escape. *laughs*

James actually used my name once. O.o Seriously, I wasn’t sure if he even knew what my name really was. He and Reese usually reefer to me as ‘Purple Hair’, or something such.

We were doing paper bag drawings today…Which pretty much was hated by all the class…That which of us was there (as near half were out ‘sick’ and one or two of them left sick, and one came in late). We’d all declared our pictures rubbish. Then James came over to look at mine, and said he really liked it. I made some remark that equated him with a people…To which he pouted, and I said I was sorry…And as he was close enough, I rested my head on his shoulder to apologize. We actually stayed like that for at least a minute, talking. [*bangs head on wall* At one point, I caught his mouth out of the corner of my eye and Gods…It just looked quite kissable. *bangs head on wall some more*]

Why the bloody hell does he have to have a boyfriend! Ahhhhh!

Before we left class for the day, James and Reese were playing with the snaps on the front of my coat [Which I’m going to have to get a picture of to show it off.], and during such I was declared to be a Gothic Barbie doll. O.o I hang out with strange people.

Told Derrick tonight to tell Tony to do something or I was going to start attacking gay guys.

On such note…We are suppose to be doing something, sometime.

Apparently he [Tony] is worried about saying something stupid, and making me not like him. Gee…I kind of have the same worry myself. I know not to go into this with any kind of expectations…Only the thought of it’s four friends going out to have some fun…Or that is the plan. But yeah…I’m nervous…& anxious…& all that kind of stuff. [Doesn’t help that hormones have shifted into high gear…& I want to chew on something. *bangs head on wall*] I don’t want to do anything particularly, incredibly stupid.

Today was Mum’s birthday…Made her dinner [Enchiladas], and desert [Cheesecake w/Cherry topping]. Gotted her a comforter…It’s purple with white flowers on one side, and plain purple on the other [Purple tis her favourite colour].

Here is a piccie my wonderful sissy put on my MySpace the other day.

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I likies it much. *nods* Tis much of the cutes…I want it on a shirt. [*cries* It’s not showing up! It’s not fair!]

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So yeah…That page of James stuff…No, I don’t/am not looking for anything to happen there. I know he’s got a boyfriend, which 1) Means he’s taken & 2) Implies he’s not so much into females.

&…I am looking forward to getting to know Tony…IF the chance ever comes up.

& if nothing comes of it…I still has my loverly family…Mum, Critters, my wonderful & supportive sister *huggles Raya*, and Derrick the brother-thing. *pokes him with sticks* *giggles*

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March 18, 2008

*hugs you* thank you for always saying nice things to me and hiding stuff in boxes away from me. *smiles* it is very cute and i love you for it. MUAH you never know about james. heh.

Oh.. I remember those blasted paper bag drawings 🙁 I hated those as well… grr lol

*hugs tightly* I’m sorry you had such a rough day. I hope today is of the betters. *nods* I can’t imagine how difficult such things with Dominic are for you, but I’m here if you need me, for comfort or a shoulder to cry on. *more hugs* *pokes at confusing boys* *shoves you & Tony together* He needs to act quickly and come out with us soon! *pokes at doing something incredibly stupid* What exactly would that equate to? Yay for celebrating your Mummy’s birthday! *tosses confetti* Yesh, you has all of us. *HUGS*

March 19, 2008

james sounds nice though so getting to know him and tony will be nice, more friends! big happy familyness! 🙂 xxx

March 19, 2008

yikes! What a day! Lots happend!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to your MUM. 🙂 *huggles*

March 19, 2008

well its common knowledge that al the good ones are either taken or gay. Therefore the GREAT ones must be taken AND gay.

Hey, just thought I’d drop by. I’m very happy to see you are doing well. =) Take care, kay? ♥ Kira