Bound to be a random collection of things.

First thing first…*looks over at sleeping Critter B*  *makes sign* *hangs sign on Critter* ~World’s Hardest Head~

The above is the passengers side windshield of my Jeep. It had a slight run in…with the boys head!  He was sitting in the front seat, bouncing…and next thing I know (I was in the back cleaning out junk) I hear a crack…Harley’s head hit the windshield.  The boy did not cry, doesn’t have a cut, a bump, a bruise, or anything…He was fine as can be…And I…I have a window that needs replacing. *sigh*  He’s lucky I love him and he’s cute…*ties him up and tosses him in a corner*

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SURVEY

b e s t
1. Male friend: *thinks* You know…I don’t really have that many male friends anymore…
2. Female friend: Raya *hugs sissy*
3. Vacation: *thinks* I would have to say the trip to Salem Mass. with my Mum back in April ’95. Gods…that was too long ago.
4. Kiss: One fillled with passion

w o r s t
1. Time of day: Mornings…I am NOT a morning person.
2. Day of the week: Mondays…it’s the first day of having to wake up early. *falls over*
3. Food: Can’t think of one off-hand…I know there has to be something.
4. Memory: I’d rather not say.

l a s t
1. Person you saw: *looks on floor* Harley *laughs*
2. Talked to on the phone: Raya. *smiles*
3. Hugged: Mike…
4. Text: Myself…I was bored. *laughs*
5. Messaged over Opendiary: Who was the last note I left? I just did it, and I don’t even remeber. *laughs*

t o d a y
1. What are you doing now: Filling in this survey
2. Wearing: Daria T-shirt and leggings
3. Better than yesterday: *thinks* Aside from the windshield thing…I think perhaps.

t o m o r r o w
1. Is: The day before my evil orthadonist appt. *crosses fingers for only six more weeks*
2. Got any plans: Does surving count?
3. Goal: *see above *laughs*
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Eh…only that my sleep is going to be disturb…like any other week day.

f a v o r i t e
1. Number: 13
2. Song: Um…I don’t know just now…*laughs*
3. Color: Red
4. Season: Summer

c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: Hmmm…
2. Mood: *shrugs* Not too bad…
3. Wanting: The man of my dreams…

Part Two

True or False

I am a cuddler- T Cuddles are good.

I am a morning person- F Hell No! *laughs*

I am a perfectionist- F That would be a big NO *laughs*

I am an only child- T And I’m sure it wasn’t only because I threatened my Mum that is she had anymore I’d throw them away.

I am currently in my pajamas- T Well its what I’m wearing to bed anyway. *laughs*

I am currently pregnant- F Bloody hell no!

I am currently single- F *sigh* I wish…*kicks pet*

I am currently suffering from a broken heart- F Just a dissatisfied one

I am left handed- F

I am addicted to Opendary- F I wouldn’t say addicted.

I am online 24/7- F Nope…I do take the occasional break. *laughs*

I am very shy around the opposite gender- T I’m shy around anyone until I get to know them enough to relax around them.

I bite my nails – F No…I want them to grow. *pouts*

I can be paranoid at times- T *nods* Yeses

I currently have a crush on someone- T

I currently regret something that I have done- T Though nothing recently.

When I get mad I curse frequently- T They just kind of spill out when I’m upset.

I enjoy country music- F Though some of the OLD stuff…like when dinos roamed the earth, I can listen too…and my Mum and the Critters have forced Toby Keith on me.

I enjoy jazz music- F

I enjoy smoothies- *shrugs* I don’t think I’ve had an actual smoothie…I like Icees

I enjoy talking on the phone- Depends on who I’m talking to.

I have a cell phone- T *pokes at it* Though no one (including me) seems to remeber the number. *laughs* (3 people, not counting myself, had trouble with that today.)

I have a hard time paying attention at school- T But only because it was so bloody boring for the most part…and I’d rather of read whatever book I had on hand, or write notes, or draw. *laughs*

I have a hidden talent- T I’m saying that because I’m sure there must be something, but as it’s hidden, I don’t know what it would be. *laughs*

I have a lot to learn- T I think we all do.

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal- T Though I think Raya knows all my secrets…some were hard to share though.

I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl- T *nods* Yeps, so very true. *sigh*

I have all my grandparents- F *mopes*

I have at least one brother and/or sister- T/F No blood ones…but I’ve got the better kind…the kind I chose myself. *grins*

I have been told that I am smart- T Doesn’t mean I believed them. *laughs*

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor- T

I have broken a bone- T Collar bone

I have changed a diaper- T Waaaaaaaaaaay too many *laughs*

I have changed a lot over the past year- T Well actually they were pull-ups…but it’s finaly getting over with! Yay! *throws confetti*

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color- T *thinks* Yeah…since those on OD have only seen the purple. *laughs*

I have had major/minor surgery- T

I have killed another person- F

I have had my hair cut within the last week- *thinks* When did I trim it…I think it’s been less than a week.

I have done something illegal- F Not majorly illegal anyway…I don’t figure

we’re counting my speeding though. *laughs*

I have had the cops called on me- F Not that I know of anyway.

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Lets see…Set the clock and 6 of the 18 stations on my radio (Who needs 18 preset stations…are there even that many out there?). It was that, which led me to cleaning out my Jeep, which lead to Harley and the windshield.

Went to get Libby so we could walk…She had gone with some other people to pick up her contacts in Petoskey…She got home an hour after I got there.  I guess their is major road consruction going on…but it’s good that I know that now, as I have to go up to Petoskey for my orthodonist appt. on Thursday. Now I know to leave an hour early…Oh joy. Blah. *kicks road construction*

Went for walk…About half way through our walk, Mike pulls up next to us, asking when we’re going to be done, and saying he wants to talk to me.
Me and Libby keep walking…No one is outside at Ryan and the pyscho ex-brothers…I tried that Berries and Cream Dr. Pepper…It’s not too bad. We were almost done walking when Mike shows up again.  Talk to him for a few minutes, he asks how much longer we’re going to be. We figure about 15 min…Well he tells me to meet him at the one park just outside of town.
So me and Libby finish our walk…I show her the loverly job Harley did to the windshield. Just because it’s such an insane thing.

So yeah…I went to the park.  Mike needed to talk, since he doesn’t seem to have anyone else to talk to…as he can’t talk to Jessica…and Jon and Cinda are going through their own thing…so he can’t talk to them…So I’m it.  And their cell phones have been shut off now, so he couldn’t just call when I got home…So this, I guess, is how things had to go.
Alex (who is 6) is facing expuslsion…as he took one of Mike’s knives to school today.  I guess Jessica laid into him when he got home from work, as Marsha (Mike’s mother) laid into her after she found out about it.  But when we were getting ready to head back to our respective vehicles he asked if I thought that Alex should go talk to someone (on top of taking the knife to school, he’s been stealing things, mostly little things from what I’ve gathered), and general acting out.  I told him considering with all that’s going on, it might be a good idea. 

*sigh* So…who among you is wondering if I survied unscathed? *weak laugh*  Things are diffrent…I know they are. I can even feel that much. Still, I found myself doing my best to look everywhere but at him. The underlying reactions were there…but not quite as overwhelming as they once were. Maybe because I’ve realized that this isn’t the best thing possible.  Still…I know it’s all I may get…*sigh*

[Side note: No, I don’t expect any of you to know what to say. How could I when even I don’t know in the least.]

You know…You can get something you want, but if there is one thing off about it…one thing not right…the whole thing is not right. *headdesk* *holds up roadmap* You’ll need this to get through that last sentece. *weak laugh*

*sigh* *minimizes all windows* *stares longingly at desktop wallpaper* *has brief wondering if it can still be called desktop wallpaper on a laptop…How random was that* *shakes head to bring self back to reality*  *kicks reality* Reality sucks…