All kinds of diffrent thoughts

Mum finally got home…Too late to do anything.
She brought me a paper…only for it to be devoid of sales papers…So it was pointless. But she brought food and a phone card too.
Also she lost her cell phone…Luckily someone found it, called the last number dialed (which happened to be home) and told us they found it, and were going to leave it at the courtesy counter at the grocery store.

Grim called to tell me "Hi" and that the Hercules movie/mini-series that was on the Sci-Fi channel was good. I almost watched it…But decided on something else, can’t remember even what it was now. *shrugs* Oh well…Not the first time I’ve done such a thing, I’m sure.

I’m getting better…Mostly just the cough…Which is a bit from congestion yet. [Yeah…I know, go make my tea]. And my nose is still being a bit annoying…But I think it’s about done.

I’ve got to call a dentist tomorrow for Harley…Thursday night, and last night he woke up with his one tooth bothering him. It’s got a cavity…Has had since he got the first one taken out. But that dentist only wanted to take the one out right then. And then wanted me to have $2000 in work done on his baby teeth…Not counting the $1000 it would take to put him under. Plus the fact I don’t want to put him under…Mum’s one friend had her child put under for some reason, and he didn’t come back out right.

Both kids asked about a tree today. When I suggested a small one to set on the table, they seemed a bit on the disappointed side. I guess they want a big one. Silly Critters…Sonja asked if she and I could go and get one tomorrow. I don’t know how we are even going to get one home. Can’t rely on the pet and his truck…He’s never around [Not that I’m complaining, as I’d rather he not be around]. Mum’s car probably won’t pull out of the driveway…Not that you can really put a tree in it. Granted, it does have a four person trunk…But bodies and trees are just shaped differently. *laughs* So that leaves the Jeep…Which the hatch won’t open, but the seats are laid down in the back currently.

*sigh* I hate wanting something I can’t have. Knowing it’s something I can’t have, and shouldn’t want for that matter. But…I still can’t help it. Sometimes…I get the feeling that I’m not the only one feeling like that…And I know, to some degree that has to be so, as evident in some things. Yet…Now…*sigh* I try so hard not to do anything I shouldn’t. Yet, the feeling of wanting to, the desire to do so…It’s there. Just to see…If one more time…Just once…*sigh* I don’t know. I just…I find little things…Blah…I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore.

Anyway…I was hoping my Mum would get around to finishing my hair for me today…As she kind of put off the fact we were suppose to go see Happy Feet today. She figured since I was sick I wouldn’t want to go. So…No Happy Feet…and as she curled up in the chair…No hair fixing either. *sigh* I hate the majorly different tonage it’s got going on. I really don’t fancy the idea of going out in public too much looking like this. Maybe tomorrow. Then I can take pictures…And everyone can see my loverly hair…Unless of course it’s not so loverly. *shrugs*

Harley has Santa’s Secret Workshop tomorrow [Sonja has it Wednesday]. So by the end of this week the Critters shopping for the household will be done. It’s nice that they get to go and do it, and feel like big kids. Though I do worry about what they’ll bring home. The one year Sonja brought home cat toys for herself, my, and her brother. *laughs* They were cute though…Mice that you pull a string on them, then let go, and the thing inside of it vibrates to make the little rodent move.

*is dying of thirst* I need to get up and get myself something to drink…I know this, as once you already feel thirsty you are dehydrated…And I pretty much always feel like that. I hardly drink anything at all…Nowhere near as much water as I need.

I didn’t write any on my story today…I’m being such a slacker. I’m not happy with myself over it. I like to see I’ve gotten words written…And on top of that, I’ve got people who want to read it…So I should be working on it for them. *smiles* I want to actually finish something original…And I really think I can do it with this…And I know people want me to, that they are behind me, knowing I can do it.
Grim wanted me to keep up at the same pace that I had going through November…And I’m wondering if perhaps he wasn’t right with his thinking. That I should either be done, or have 100,000 words by the end of December. Because without having that goal…without HAVING to have something there…I’m not putting myself to the task.
Jessica wants to see me finish it too…And Nell, in her e-mail said she wanted me to finish it. As well as a few other on my OD favs list saying they want to see more, and see me finish it. Aaron even asked me about it tonight…How it was going.
So yeah…Must get to writing…Guess I should stick to that write something before allowing myself to get online. It has to be done…That way I get stuff written.

Okay…*looks around*
*yawns*
I think I should call it a night…

Randomness [Like the rest of this isn’t? *laughs*]: Harley keeps bringing up Pingu…And wanting me to get out Pingu…Because Pingu is bigger…I think part of it is because he knows Pingu has a fresh supply of games. *laughs* [Pingu being the name given to the laptop that is my Christmas present from my Mum.]