A Serious WTF Moment…I’m still boggled

Here is my WTF moment for the day…Heck, probably the week, possibly even the month.

I’m going into British Lit. and some woman stops me, hands me a piece of paper saying “This is for you.” Introduces herself & asks me my name. I’m pretty much wondering what the heck is going on, somehow matter to mutter my name and take the piece of paper…I get into class and this is what is on the paper:

I know this is strange reciving a note from a stranger.
You need to see yourself as a cone. *insert a triangle here* You are almost at the top. Beautiful, visible and powerful. But you do not see yourself there even though you are. You feel you are at the bottom. You have not come all this way to be at the bottom. Have you?

I felt this is what I needed to write you. I Dont know if it means anything to you or not. I am a christian woman w/ all my faith in God. This is what he think you need to here. I see you when I come out of class. It is easy to see you are Hurting. Please don’t think that people are ignorant and that we dont see you. We do its just that most people dont have enough self security to step out and say or do anything.
My name is Trisha my # ***-***-****
I am a friend if you need one.

Seriously…WTF???
She could of seen me all of 5 times prior to today…& Last week I was on that stupid med that was making mme feel like puking & my head froggy.
I honestly haven’t a clue what to think here…Should I start looking over my shoulder? Is this some kind of possible pseudo-stalker? Seriously who writes something like that after what can only be pretty much 5 glimpses of someone?

Granted, I’m sure I was a sight today (which this I think would have had to been written prior to when she would of seen me today, so today shouldn’t even factor into it)…Curled up on the floor across the hall from class, nearly asleep. In my defense, I got less than 5 hours sleep last night…& the last two hours of being awake were a bit emotional & draining…But that’s my own doing, and something I need to work on.

Waz & I were talking…Or suppose to be talking…I have trouble with talking, and that’s pretty much what the conversation was about…I cry, a lot…But he’s so adamant about wanting me to talk. & I’m not talking typing talking even…We weren’t just on web cam & typing, he had the call thing going, so we could actually talk and hear each other. He wants me to be able to feel free to say whatever I want to say, whatever I need to say. He wants me to be able to ask for what I want, say how I feel…Tell him if something is wrong, and what it is…He actually bloody well cares! Which yes, I know I have people who care, my loverly OD family shows me that…But it’s new to me to have a guy, to have a boyfriend, that actually cares about and values my opinion and thoughts, and wants me to express them. Someone who won’t take ‘Nothing’ or ‘I don’t know’ and leave it at that…So it’s hard…Especially when I’m afraid of saying the wrong thing, of being rejected, of being told no, etc. etc.

One time during the conversation he asked me how I thought it made him feel, me not being able to talk to him. It nearly crushed me to hear…To think that I could do something to make him feel like I didn’t trust him, that he wasn’t important…When he is one of the few that I trust above anything, and that he is one of the few that is so very important to me. I know I don’t tell him enough…I know I need to change that…But I don’t know how to do that either.

ANYWAY…Something of a lighter note…Contemplating the whole hair color thing…I asked Wasil what he would say/think/do if I showed up online blonde. He doesn’t think it would work on me…Mum says she can’t see it with my short hair either. Told him it would be a transition stage to an ‘unnatural’ color…He listed black (but I’d consider that a natural color), blue, red (I’m thinking red-red, not naturally red), orange and green as colors he could see on me.
I asked Sonja’s opinion…She said green with orange bangs…Told Wasil that last night, and he started holding green & orange things up together trying to get a visual of how it would look. *laughs*
I want to do something though…

Think that’s about it for the moment…But seriously any thoughts regarding the Trish-thing would be greatly appreciated.