jobs

sux.

i dont kno wut to do sometimes. i wish i had something that would tell me what to do. bc i just dont know.

i got offered a second interview at the insurance company. but at the first interview i was all freaked out. so i told them no thank u. was that stupid? bc i am just…wellll freaking out.

is insurance even what i want to do?

i had an amazing job interview at State Farm today. i really want that job but she is not deciding until the end of june!!!! 🙁 and interviewing 40 other ppl… the job however sounds like something that i really want to do. so that is why i turned down the other one….

sooo until then i am going to go work at the Pro Shop at Trophy Lake Golf course. shouldnt be to bad. free golf again! yes!!!! 😀 im kind of excited. and relieved. i just dont know if i was ready for the intense type of job that other interview wanted me for.

welll iv been running every other day. which is good. i dont feel any skinnier but my lung capacity is up! haha i like exercising but i get sooooo bored doing it. blah. like i actually should be running right now. lol probly will soon.

i cant wait for the next few weekends. this weekend i get to see doug! yay! then next i have the house to myself so hopefully if enough ppl want to, i will get to have a girls night kinda thing! so far jen and liz said they def. want to come! dont know wut we could do tho… make smoothies, watch movies? any ideas?????

then on the weekend of the 23rd, its memorial weekend sooo a bunch of us are packing up our stuff and going to the beach!!!! yes!!!! sooo exciteD!!! camping, fires, good times. so far there are 6 or 7 of us going! if anyone wants to go let me know so that we can carpool!!!

anyway!!! i am exhausted from all the interviews. i think ill go play some Kingdom Hearts! haha

thennnn The Office is on at 9! yippee!!!!!!

xoxo