hi!!! probly not the rite time right???

 soooo
im a lil drunk right now. 
haha
had a good night friday
jennifer  came over and we drank and played Disney Scene It lol
it was really fun and nice hangin out with her and doug
totally not wierd at all.
like it used to be in high school with me her and josh.
fun fun!!
soo 
yea just chilled the rest of the weekend

sooooooooooooo
lol
hummm
wut else is on my mind while im a lil drunk 
haha
LEGO STAR WARS rox!!!
haha
me and doug are going to beat it tonight! lol
lego batman is coming out
we are super excited
i love hanging out with doug
its fun
we play vid games alot 
but thats wut we love about each other 
lol

wut else
OMG 
is anyone else upset the packers lost?
wtf!
im def not watchin the superbowl this yr
lol
i mean come on
the Patriots and the Giants 
wtf
lol
i admit it would be cool to see an undefeated team..
but still
i wanted the Packers!!!!

anyway
i kind of miss my old friends
🙁
i really do.
if  you guys wanna work on it? i totally do!!!
i mean liz and me and jen are!! 
so maybe we all can! 
i am moving back to PO in April! 
if you guys think its worth it to be friends again! maybe we can!
it would be nice!
i mean most of us have been friends since like elementry school and jr high.
there is always that like stupid thing where "you grow apart" 
but really i dont believe in that!!  
if you have a friendship i believe its always there.
even if one person is stupid and lets a guy come between you!!!
lol aka me!!!!!
i was stupid.
im not going to deny it!! lol 
a guy came .
i thought i was in love.
i turned to him instead of you guys.
i should have stuck with you guys.
but i let it get in the way.
i mean i really do miss you guys and want to fix things
hopefully you guys do too!!
i can do wutever you want to.
we can meet, talk about it…
i might cry lol but its just bc i know i f-d things up!!!
truthfully i love you guys and would love to start new!
i do have a bf now 
but really he is amazing
not controlling like the old..
he doesnt care if i hang out with u guys and not him etc. 
hes a genuine guy.
anyone that knew him in hs would know!
jen can vouch!! lol

anyway
i just thought i would get that would while i was drunk bc i dont like to admit mistake normally lol

….
now i feel stupid…
time to drink more!!!! lol
good night guys!!!!
xoxoxooxox