good and bad week.

so over the last week update!

dougs bday was on weds. it was me, doug, jon, jennifer, joe, emma, heather, david, jimmy maybe more. it was supposed to be all fun. we were supposed to do the follow.

Me drive a few of us over to The Endzone. Hang out there til about 9. then kendall and kenneth were going to pick us up and head over to the casino so we would have a couple DD’s and they could be included in dougs bday.

Well i ask doug around 7:45 are you still sure you want to go to the casino. bc we are having fun there. he is like yes i still want to go tell them to come. so around 9pm kendall and kenneth show up and all of a sudden all of dougs "supposed friends" are like i dont wanna go to the casino blah blah. being very selfish. GUESS WHAT GUYS it is not your bday. it doesnt matter what the fuck you wanna do. it matters what doug wants to do. and he kept saying over and over that he wanted to go.

so all of these "supposed friends" of dougs finally, selfishly convince doug to stay there. well i get upset bc kendall and kenneth drove 20 mins out of there way to come hang out with doug. so i go outside to talk to them and tell them sorry they drove all the way out there. doug comes out all upset at me for some reason. the person who organized everything for him etc when really he should be upset at these ppl who are so selfish they dont want to do what doug wants to do.

well we have a big argument, i was so freakin close to telling him we needed to go on a break bc he was being so so so mean to me for NO reason. (which kendall and kenneth can back up considering they were standing right there) but instead, i go into my car to cool off, and apparently the smarter ppl of his friends, joe and david, say they will come to the casino with him bc thats what doug really wants to do.

by then i am jus kinda like whatever this night sux. bc it was supposed to be a bunch of us (what i thought were his close friends) going to the casino (which btw i absolutely hate the casino, i dont gamble, you can smoke in it which is disgusting), then going back to endzone at the end of the night. truthfully i would have rather stayed at endzone too. but doug wanted to go to the casino and when it is someone’s 21st bday you do what THEY want to do. not what YOU want to do.

so anyway then we went to the casino and came back to endzone after. but then who was going to have to be the DD for everyone after the night was over????? ME. like always! GUESS WHAT. i am tired of being the fuckin DD. why doesnt some else step the fuck up for once? huh? its always me. ALWAYS! bc everyone else is like oh haha i am drunk but i can still drive. what are you, fuckin stupid? so i am always the one being responsible. so i jus said i am tired of it and went home early.

PLUS there were all of these ppl from highschool there that i knew pretty much all of their names and not ONE of them knew my name. besides that fact why the fuck would you wanna hang out with ppl that were mean to you in high school? hummmmm.

sooooo i say that you have to be careful with who your real friends are. those ppl are obviously not. ppl like kendall and kenneth who drive out of there way to be a DD for u. those ppl are.

so there is the crappy part of my week.

on a better note. it was my last day at Trophy on weds. Thank goodness. starting tomorrow i am full time at Compensation Consultants, M-F 8-4:30.

Friday was the Kowski Golf Tournament. it was a beautiful sunny day. got a sun tan on my shoulders. I played a 120 which isnt too bad for me. i won a trip to Wildhorse Golf and Casino which i traded my dad for a trip to Gig Harbor INN. bc i dont have the money to drive all the way down to Wildhorse. Kenneth won the tournament and got a trip to Molakai, Hawaii which hopefully he is going to bring us all with him. We jus have to pay for airfare. Kendall won a trip to Mt. Rainier, exactly like the one i won last yr so we are all going to go on that with her. 😀 yay!

today we played ultimate frisbee in the pouring rain which was really fun! reminded me of the soccer days. i suggested we switch sports every week and jon said that was a good idea! noone was really passing it to me, probly bc i am new but that doesnt mean im not good. there is jus the usual "ball" hoggers that dont like to pass it unless they know u are good. but all sports have them. i did good at defense tho. hey if we play any other sport i will rock at it so watch out! lol. esp soccer.

well i am off to go read. full work week ahead of me. yay.

xoxo