feelin ok.

well.

had a talk with doug about the pic and of course i flipped out on him…

(that was before i saw your comment hannah. otherwise i would have followed that lol)

but then he pulled out the "well you have had sex with another guy" card and that kinda stung… (he’s only had sex with me) ((which we don’t do btw anymore! bc we want to wait til we get married))

i regret every decision i ever made with my ex and having to hear about it suxed.

then i realized that was what i was making doug feel like.

so i decided to drop it and know that he loves me and the past is the past.

theres nothing you can do about it. just have to trust God.

it was actually a nice talk. 🙂

i like our relationship. its good. so… relaxing! not tense or anything. 🙂

😀

sorry lol i just cant wait for the weekend.

i dont have to drive down to seattle or port orchard! yes!

i get to stay with my kitty! yay!

and hang out with jen and doug and who knows who else!!

anyway.

i really gotta go to hw.

im so so so behind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo