doing better

so im doing better than the last entry i wrote.

i figured out if i think i am one way it makes me act that way.

so i have been thinking i am happier and it makes me happier.

that sounds wierd. but works. i think.

anyway.

heres an update on the past few weeks.

4th of July was fun.

went down to the PO docks where all the boats parked and had an amazing view of the fireworks show.

Doug, Emma, Jackson, Heather, Scott, Ryan, Kendall, Kenneth, Joe and Jon were there. hope I didnt forget anyone. sorry if i did.

afterwards ryan, kendall, kenneth, joe, jon, me and doug went to joes  house and lit off fireworks and then went in the pool til like 2am.

last weekend, we went to a bonfire at hannahs. joe, jon, david, kendall, kenneth, doug, megan, her bf jeff, and a guy josh were there. we played truth or dare. it was fun except for some of the questions ppl asked lol.

and lets seeeee.

this weekend is Joe’s bday. well its on thursday. not sure what the plan is yet. i work this weekend i know that.  i have tomorrow off tho. woohoo. lol.

anyway hummmmmm, i guess thats all

i applied at Cutters Point today. bc in 2 months they wont need me at trophy anymore. soo yea.

anyway. dont wanna start thinking about how i cant find a good job. it will jus make me all depressed again… 🙁

sooooo xoxo

oh ps. gas prices suck.