brykolakas

suppp.
that word is greek!!!

sooo there really isn’t too much to tell. I am now doing full time Legal at work. Trisha left. It’s nice. I like my job again. yay.

been going to moondogs alot. its been fun. lots of chilling, dancing, etc.

stuck on the weight issue right now. thats pretty much all that goes through my head these days. I have gained about 10lbs in the past year or two and i can’t fit into any of my cute clothes now. it sux. i keep trying to diet and it just doesn’t work. then i keep thinkin about going anarexic but i really never can. i love food too much. it sux. and my tan is going way. so im like half tan and sploatchy looking. awesome.  then i feel like im having identity crisis’ half the time. i have this whole other me that never gets to come out. the only time she half way does is when im drunk and then i just get bitchy bc i don’t get who i want to be. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and more than half of this "other" me is in my appearence and since I am like broke i can’t buy any new clothes. boo.

ug. other than my self image problems, life isn’t so bad.

got Jazmine declawed. nice story. she fell off this chair i have and one of her paws opened up and so i had to take her to the Emergency vet and they gave me antibotics and pain meds. so this whole declaw thing has now costed me $400 because of that. 200 for the procedure and then 200 more for that stuff. sigh… shes doing fine now tho. just annoyed at the cone thing she has to wear.

anywya. im tired. so goodbye