bf!!

Morning!!
 
Today is an awesome day because I officially have a boyfriend! 😀 kinda really excited hehe! Michael asked me to be his girlfriend! How cute is that! No waiting months and months wondering where we are at and all that crap!
It happened kinda fast, this is the 3rd week we have been hanging out but it jus feels…idk… right. he makes me feel special and adored and he is constantly making me smile. Like every single day. I seriously don’t think I have ever been this happy when I was with a bf. But I probably said that when I was with the other ones lol
So not gunna lie, im a little scared. im scared hes not gunna stop smoking eventually. Im scared of getting hurt again (who isn’t lol) and the thing im mostly scared about is what happened with my last 2 serious bfs. That he will be all sweet and adorable for a couple years and then all of sudden change… and then once again I will be at square one feeling like I just wasted the past few years.
But ya know all relationships come with risks. I just gotta have faith that God is putting me with someone who I wont be wasting time with.
Anyway, we are going to the dog park today and then we have a date on Friday. We are going to the movies then blazin onion! Yum. Probly wont get to get anything good bc of my stupid stomach but oh well. Then on Saturday we have emma’s dog Duey’s bday party! We are bringin Kairi and Zoey. We are both pretty excited. J
Anyway, back to work I go J xoxo