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One day I’m going to get a really good camera….

… and a telescopic lens

but I have to admit right now, i’m more concerned with the pictures of memories I’m treasuring in my mind. I’m replacing old ‘if only’ ones with new ‘i hope’ ones and wondering how in the word did I ever think I could never be as happy as once before. I should have know that true happiness is too real and wonderful for our creator to have given us ONLY one chance at it. Time and circumstances come to us all and I can’t belive that every second of our lives are pre-planned. I think then that it is ony natural to try and try again, to love and love again.

I know I can never find the same love I had before. My mindset had changed, Every love is  unique and one of a kind, each leading us to the present. Although my wish of one and only one true love can never be, my wish of forever is still attainable.  Someone asked me, ‘Can it really be love, so soon?’. To w hich I ask myself, ‘Doesn’t the t hough of love have to begin somewhere? Can it really be to soon? In nature animals are born with instincts and without conscious thought they act upon them. I was born to love one woman forever. Unfortunately it can’t be the first. At some point I have to begin to think that the present is my future. Maybe it is a little sudden, but I assure you it’s not less real. I am a grown man and I know the difference between a feeling deep inside from lust and a feeling deep inside from love. I recongnize peacefulness and contentment  over lust induced euphoria. I long for a passionate forever  and adhore the thought of an urge that may wane with physical limitations.

OK… i’m rambling, but nature give us
beautiful sights to see,
feelings to enjoy our everyday lives,
and I have to believe…
a chance at forever.

NOTE: @k Denotes that the poetry/prose is a "Country Loner" original.