still trying to organize

i’m still trying to organize some of my thoughts together and haven’t been very successful as i have had other things on my mind. like matt having to go to work on his day off today and fucking up my plans for the day. he was only supposed to be gone for 2 hours and hes been gone more like 7 or 8. then he decided to go to his parents. now i have no idea when he is coming home. so much for the trip to blockbuster to get the rest of 24 to watch. i picked up season one of 24 the first disc to see how i liked it and now i am hooked. stupid me never got a blockbuster card because he had one and we always used his. kicking myself for never getting one. so i spent the day home alone with the furballs doing laundry and cleaning up the house again as matt and the furballs made it look like a tornado had hit it. needless o say today was a wasted day. i really wanted to go see marley and me today.gggrrr. i start my new job monday so i have no idea whats going to happen once i start. so much for a day of hanging out and movie watching. his boss sure knows how to fuck things up.his boss had waited till yesterday to tell matt he had jury duty and needed matt to cover for him. i’m still so pissed. oh and matt was supposed to help me clean the house up a bit and didn’t so so before he left. thats why i got stuck with it all. i swear if i ever make enough money i will hire someone to come in and clean the house for me.