my sisters, my family

i didn’t realize just how much i missed my sisters till we met at the diner today for lunch. it was fun i had really enjoyed myself. we ordered a few aps and then the four of us shared a 10 scoop icecream sundae and caught up some some happenings and had a few good laughs. i had asked about dad and i felt really bad. mom told my sisters not to say anything to me about anything that has happened with dad and i was a bit pissed when they told me what mom had said.

for those who are new coming into this whole thing my dad had a bad accident at work beginning of december. he works for frankford road department. we had an ice storm beginning of december and my dad stepped out of his big dump truck and slipped on a patch of ice. he hit his left shoulder into the truck and slid across the road. he had to call for help. he went to a couple of doctors and he tore his rotator cuff and is scheduled to have surgery jan 21. he may not be going back to work much before the end of may by the time he heals from surgery and has physical therapy. all this i have found out from my sisters. my mom….the bitch that she is….had told my sisters not to tell me. they feel that since dad wasn’t a part of the crap that went on with me and mom that i have a right to know what has been going on. once he has the surgery i am going to come by the house and visit him. i don’t care if mom wants to try to kick me out or wants to call the cops on me. i don’t give a fuck. i will see my father. i haven’t done so yet because i am still trying to figure out how i want to do it and when. i do want to talk to dad and find out some answers to my questions. i think its time that i try to make peace with it all. i don’t blame dad one bit.

and i feel bad for my sisters as they are trying so hard to keep the farm going while dad has been unable to do anything. my brother in law has been going over there in his free time to try to help them out as much as he can.

at least i got to see my sisters for a few hours. i am hoping that maybe we can get together at least once a month to have lunch together. i do want to try to strengthen the bond between me and my sisters. they are the only sisters i have and will ever have… there is no way i am considering even calling steph a sister/ sister in law. hell no..lol. overall though i do have to say that it has been a good day. tomorrow is one week till i start working again. i know its gonna grow old real quick but the excitement is starting to build. my 3 month vacation (thats what i have been calling my unemployment) in drawing to a close and i couldnt be happier. i have narrowed down my new car choices to a jeep patriot or a chevy trailblazer. i haven’t decided if i will buy new or used yet but my goal will be to get enough money for a down payment for one whichever way i go.