12/30/2009

i have a killer headache that i have had since lunchtime. well lunch time for me was about 2pm or so. this headache just hasnt gone away. matt woke up this morning complaining he hadnt slept well and his throat was sore. i came home from work and changed the sheets on the bed and sprayed my whole bedroom down with lysol. i cant afford to get sick again.im hoping hes feeling a little better. the next 2-3 days are going to be hell for him. hes got inventory tomorrow and a huge new years eve party to work as well. i’m really not expecting to see him much before saturday….friday night at the earliest if i am lucky. i plan to clean up the house and just find some time to relax a bit if i can.

right now i want to just crawl into bed and its only 10 pm. i am so cold and feel like crap. my skin is so dry no amount of lotions and moisturizers seem to be helping me. i can see where the skin is cracked on my hands…it cracked so bad in spots that my hands started to bleed. i have really bad dry spots on my arms and legs. god how i hate the cold weather. i feel like a damn lizard that just cant seem to shed its skin. wonder how my mom deals with it. lol.

ok. gonna curl up on the couch with a blanket for a while. i would like to try to stay up for a bit to see if matt comes home and to see how hes is feeling.

hope everyone has a safe and happy start to the new year!