12/16/2009

i called out of work today. there was no way i was going to survive the hour drive to work. i had such an upset stomach i think i spent about 2 hours in the bathroom. thank god i had the ds in there to play brainage on and keep me busy.

matts sleeping on the couch right now.he wont be sleeping tonight. hes off for the next 3 days. i am seriously hating my job right now. i seem to be messing up alot the last few days and i am not so sure as to why. i think its because i just cant focus. one needs to focus when dealing with other peoples money. my supervisors havent helped me any. not with their remarks. trying trying trying to stay focused. i’ve also still been looking for other jobs just to see whats out theere on the job market. still not so much of anything. i think i will try looking again after the first of the year.

other then that there hasnt been much of anything else exciting out there. or at least that i can think of to write in here.