Dead
She was already dead when I got there, thats what I told her. She didnt listen though, just kept screaming and screaming. But it wouldnt do no good. Thats what I told her. She was dead when I got there.
My jobs a simple one. Really simple. Im not a thinker, they told me that straight. The first thing they said to me. They said, Bob, youre not to think. Exactly what they said. And I dont. I sure as hell dont think about it.
A couple years back, I was contacted. You see, I was a special candidate, because of what I do, you see. I was contacted, a letter, came by mail. Well, it was in my box at least. No return address or anything. It said that someone had some jobs for me, said theyd pay good cash. Said thered be no questions, no questions so longs I did what I was told to. Said if I was interested to call a number. The number was written by hand at the bottom, the rest was typed. I called it, got a machine. I left a message, said I was interested.
A few days later there was a package outside my door. In the box was a cell phone. On the phone was a little sticky note. It said, Well call you. And thats what they do. Thats how it works.
First, I get a call. Always the same guy, same voice. Its raspy, you know? Like hes got a bad cough, but it never goes away or something. I dont know. Hes quiet. Keeps to the point. Tells me a time and a place. Hangs up real fast. I keep a pen and paper next to the phone. I write down what the guy says. Then he hangs up and I hang up.
When its time, I show. Usually a park, or a bench, or a bus- somewhere public. But there always has to be a place to hide the envelope. Theres always an envelope. I have to find it, but its never hard. Always someplace obvious. I always wonder why no one ever finds it before me, but then I suppose I shouldnt ask. No questions, you know? So I grab the envelope and go back home.
At home I tear it open and hold it upside down. The information falls out. A picture, a schedule, a map, an address, and the brief. The picture is the target. The schedule tells me the where and the when. The map tells me how to get there. The address tells me where to get the gun. And the brief tells me everything else. The brief and the picture are probably the most important two.
The brief tells me who the person is, who they tend to be, and why. I like to know what theyre going to do, you know, just in case I have to improvise a little. Its just like hunting, hunting a fox say. You know that fox aint going to just give himself up if he senses you close by. No, hes going to make you work for it. If these people sense me, I know Im going to have to work for it. So I do the work ahead of time. The brief tells me where to stand, where to hide. The brief tells me where to stash the gun and where to pick up the money. It tells me everything I need and want to know.
The picture tells me what to shoot at. Thats important too.
I pick up the gun the day of. Always a different model. Snipers. Not my favorite, but they do fine. Always a different place. I never have to pay nothing, just walk in, tell them who I am and they hand it on over. Then I walk out.
I go to where Im supposed to stand. I never bring nothing with me, not the map or the picture or anything. I memorize all that before hand. If it goes bad, dont want to be linked. I go and I do what Im supposed to do. Then I leave, drop the gun off. The next day I pick up my money and go on home. Thats it. Thats what I do.
I like to think of myself as an honest man. I make a living. I work hard at what I do. Im a killer, right. But Id like to think that they have it coming. Theres a reason they hire me to do this shit. And it aint because theyre bored. They spend good money on me, money that could be going toward something worthwhile. So Id like to think this is that worthwhile thing. They wouldnt do it if it werent.
No, Im not ashamed. Im not here because Im ashamed. No. Complicated though. I aint a thinking man, dont do it much. Not the thinking type I suppose. But, more recently, I got to thinking some. Because, well, you see, something, something went different.
I got to the place, the place I was supposed to be. And, you know, I got the file before hand. It was a girl. Just a little girl. No moren eight years old. You s
ee, she was the target. This eight year old girl. Cute little thing. Her favorite color was blue. She had a cat named Lacey. Her name was Elizabeth Rebecca Hamilton. I was contracted to kill this little girl.
Didnt want to do it, no way. I didnt want to do it so much that I called back the number on the cell phone. I did. No one answered, so I called again. And then again. When I hung up the third time, the phone rang. The voice said, Again and you die. Then it hung up.
So I got to the place, right? I got my gun and I got to the place. It was a rooftop. From there I could see the schoolyard, you know? The playground. Got the whole thing in my view. She was going out to recess. Thats where I was supposed to do it. Recess. Playing on the swings or some shit. So I look on in the scope and I see her. Not playing rope or tag or nothing. Shes lying there. Shes lying there dead.
No one else was around her, recess hadnt even started yet. She was just laying there, blood all around. I stood just staring through the scope at her, right up until the kids all came out and started screaming. People crying and everything. I felt something, something kind of sad. Then someone pointed. Pointed right up at me. I hadnt done it though. It wasnt me. Didnt matter. They were coming.
So I ran. Minute I started though, they shot at me. Part of my contract I suppose. Something goes wrong, they know. Hit me right in the leg and then one in the shoulder. I fell down. Mustve thought I was dead, because they didnt shoot me any more after that. I lay there, thought I was dying.
This woman got to me first, before the cops and everyone else. This woman, crying. She started screaming at me. Asking why I did it. Told her the girl was dead when I got there. Told her it wasnt me. But she kept screaming and screaming. Why, she kept asking, why? I stopped babbling. Wouldnt do no good. She was dead, dead when I got there. She was going to die. She was going to die. I just kept saying it in my head. Thinking it I guess. The woman cried and she cried. Didnt do no good of course. The girl was dead.
Just a job Id say. Just a job. People dont think about it much. Everyones going to die, you know? They all will. I helped out a bit. Youre not going to like it, youre not going to like me probably, but most people are as good as dead anyway. With or without me. They may as well be dead before they even die. Its like that girl. The woman crying for her. Didnt change a damn thing. No, dead, girls dead. No cryingll make a difference. The girls dead. They killed her and shes dead. Just look. Im no thinking man. But I know. I know. Dead. Aint nothing changing that.
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wow!!! that one made me cry!!!!….. nice work!!! you really should take your writings farther than just some open website
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damn I love your writing. Please do us all a favour and harass some publishers. There is a massive audience out there for you. ryn: thank-you. that was the one phrase that stuck with me to. It felt that way. Like I just could not breathe because of the intensity of the moment. Thank-you for picking up on that. I think that it was the main line in the piece that pulled it together. xxx
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Awesome story, I rather liked it. It was like a movie going off in my head, the details were fantastic. The storyline was terrible to think about, but executed (pardon the pun) very well. I would give it an A+ , myself. Take care.
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*agreeing with Drowning Fast* And thanks for your note. I thought the ending for Ch 21 was a bit frivolous, though, saying how Brice and Chelsea met. It just doesn’t mean anything to the general plot (considering that there is a plot to speak of; I think Dark Side of the Moon is a character-driven story). What do you think? ~
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