Dreaming as the days go…..

My editor is not answering my emails and I have no idea what that means.  i suppose in a big picture kind of way it means I should send the manuscript to other places….or go into business for myself with a cottage publishing industry and put mys stuff out myself.  Don’t know.  Geez, i wish the government would pay me to sit around in my pajamas and write all day.  Fingers crossed and all.

http://www.greencandypress.com/submitindex.html

In order to get a student loan i have to cough up divorce papers which I’d have to go into Toronto to get, to the best of my knowledge.  Unless they’re also filed in the Hamilton court house.  My big plan is to go to the college and bring other court papers that state I am divorced and the sole custodian and see if that won’t suffice.

http://www.mohawkcollege.ca/

I want Eric Northman to have passionate primal sex with me.  Even if Jordan knew what passionate primal sex was i think I’d still prefer it off Mr. Northman…. or Alexander Skarsgard.  I’m not fussy….. much.  I suppose Jordan’s improving to some degree.  Ugh…. fuck i’m sick of complaining.

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I am presently laid off until the end of September.  I a also self employed so the translate is…..i am broke until i do something about it.  Don’t know what that will be.  I am such a stickler for the rules that i am not a good employee in some regard as i follow the policies and procedures manuals to the letter.  This is rather arduous and has me in a labour dispute with my last employer….. go figure.  I’m not trying to squeeze money out of them as much as i am asking them to follow the rules of the ministry of labour, especially section 20 and mandatory holidays. 

http://www.labour.gov.on.ca/english/

Watching Masterchef Australia, True Blood and hells’ Kitchen…. waiting on Big Brother and come fall I’ll be waiting on Modern Family and Criminal Minds.  fuck Tim Curry can be one scary motherfucker.  Anyone know of a particulary lucrative finacial journey i can embark on, a publisher of marijuana cookbooks or a good tv show…… please put it on a perfectly crisp and clean piece of writing paper and slide it under the door of my figuratively institutional door.

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"In a Wonderland they lie,
Dreaming as the days go by,
Dreaming as the summers die:

Ever drifting down the stream —
Lingering in the golden gleam —
Life what is it but a dream?"