09:27 AM

9:27 AM

broken bodies patrol these streets at night, silhouettes with bad luck and even worse intentions. two shots ring out and a man falls. two shots ring out and one finds God, after only twenty two years on earth. these shadows, sinister and faceless, have taken away something that will never return to me. – – – –
when you have to hold a boy’s brother while he sobs into his hands, while he realizes what he has lost so suddenly and the void he holds, the world will get quiet, because this is the boy that you love and you cannot do anything more for him. your heart will break when you see the confusion in his cloudy blue eyes. the background noise of night will fade away when you realize that the life you seek to protect, to hold still in your arms could also be lost to the darkness, the faceless. the world will get quiet when you realize that the world is unsympathetic to your loss, and has bigger plans.

r.i.p. markus, murdered 7/9/05.

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July 19, 2005

how the world will knowto quiet in the stage of grief.this was so sad.

July 20, 2005

this is so heartbreaking..be strong, love.you’re in my thoughts. xx

July 20, 2005

it’s not to be read anyways, just to be felt. thank you, love.

July 21, 2005

i hope you’re ok,dear.take care.

July 23, 2005

heart you back.xxx

people often say the world is awful…or life is crappy but they are wrong…the world is beautiful and life is a precious thing….the only thing bad is people and what we do to each other…hope you have the strength for this. x x x