02:55 PM

2:55 PM

the world makes more sense when you have nothing to lose. it makes me consider that maybe we weren’t meant to be so attached to our environment. they say that man’s greatest feature is the ability to change and adapt–> no matter what you’ve had taken from you. john steinbeck said that. and so i think, we should be wary the man or woman that has no bonds to break, for they will adapt more quickly and more completely, and their advantage is rarely in your favor in this truth-or-dare, survival of the fittest, gameshow we exist within.

to speak honestly, i hate these theoretical ideas that seem to just fall from my fingertips, because they seem so devoid of love, the force upon which i have centered myself. i can’t figure out where the contradiction is taking place. (its probably me. i am probably the contradiction that is taking place. one day, i truly believe i will hold in my troubled mind a lucid thought.)