Why this is relevant now..

The guy that I’ve just got back in touch with. I really like him, I have very strong feelings for him. But I think that he’s very perceptive, and I think that he picks up on everything in the last post.

I know that taking some time for myself is definitely sensible. But on the flip side I’m not sure if I’ll get over all of this on my own.

I want, to be with him, and let positivity negate negativity. But I think that my matter of fact attitude may be off-putting.

I truly believe that only love heals, and my feelings for him are stronger than anything I’ve known before. If we were to actually get together I think it could be magical, but I don’t know what I’d do for him. Lol.. I think this is what’s really getting me, is that all that negativity might mess this up now. I think I could be good for him, I really think it could be good.

I don’t hate men. I just fcking hate them in moments, but I think what I’m learning more and more is that this is normal- all women likely fcking hate men at times. In fact I think I’ve literally just realised this in this moment. I don’t fcking hate men, I hate certain men from the past and I hate certain types of men and I hate certain behaviours and presumptions, but again this is normal.

Ha HA HA I’m such a lamb.

I guess, after a lot of words, I feel like I get all that’s happening at the moment.

All that’s happening for me anywhere.