Not going to talk about it all no more

Hi open diary. It’s been awhile. You have always been where I can be honest.

Things have sucked. Sucked worse a little before. Better now. But still… It’s all pretty miserable. Girl broke up with me and refused to discuss the reasons. Following, for the next 5 months… 4 girls in a row have shown a little interest, then bailed before anything really started going anywhere. And that’s what I got to work on.

And yes. I have my friends. And I could and should never down play that. They are my world and my life is owed to them. And everything should be magic right now.

But tonight it all sucks.