Could it really be me?

 I was not even sure that OD would let me on.  It has been
that long since I even opened the site.  I have no idea how
everyone is doing.  I add that to the guilt of my life these
days.  I miss the stories and I miss my online friends.

My life has been out of control. 

Painting a much-larger-than-first-thought house
Celebrating a third child’s first birthday
Signing a first child to his first year of Kindergarden
Sitting through Karate, well wrestling two sons while trying to be a very proud parent of one son in karate
Planning a trip to CA, rescheduling, and then rescheduling again.
Starting a partnership with a friend and struggling with a husband who thinks it is a waste of time.
Endless doctors appointments for endless ear infections.
Cleaning acid reflux induced yuck
Cleaning acid reflux induced yuck again
Cleaning acid reflux induced yuck again and again
Organizing and co-ordinating VBS crafts and decorations

Wow, there has to be more.  I know there is more.  But at 3.21 in the morning I honestly can’t think of more. 

Did I mention that I can’t sleep these days.  My mind just races. 

Will you accept me back into your lives? 

I really need to keep up with Kemma’s and Mommy T’s lives to put mine
into perspective.  Then I might not feel so overwhelmed.