Hey diary

This week was a short work week because my husbands birthday is this weekend and although we didn’t make any extravagant plans I wanted to spend the whole weekend with him. This week tested my patience at work in a big way. Like, I called my husband frustrated and physically burnt out and complained and said I’m quitting, I’m not doing this. He is always so calm during my storms he just said ok hunny, quit do the house wife thing. I didn’t quit because I can overcome stress, but oof I get so mad. One of the girls came to the back during my storm and she yelled whose a boss ass bitch! Lol and I hung my head and said I am but she wasn’t satisfied with that so she yelled it super loud and I yelled it back and we laughed and got back to it.

Yesterday was my first night alone in my home because my husbands job site was 3 hours away so they had to stay the night. Duuuuude I was stressing. I glad my fur babies were with me. I didn’t sleep though, not even a few minutes! I put on trash tv and watched a whole season. Around 8 am I creeped around the house slowly because duh bugs terrify my ass. The coast has been clear today and I’m so grateful. My head is pounding though. Oooook y’all I spoke too soon, I made lunch and I was on my way to my room because that’s my safe place and I saw a cockroach 😭😭😭😭 so I stood there for 17 minutes watching it then when I had a chance I ran to grab our bug-a-salt gun and went full Rambo on it. I now have a new goal this weekend and it’s seal every single crack I see. You know what I need to order for our bug gun….that laser beam that goes on the end so I can be further.

I had plans today but I haven’t even showered. I’m not sleepy- surprisingly but I am feeling super lazy and lethargic today. It’ll catch up to me later I hope. I’d like to sleep tonight unassisted by medicine.