can’t wait

 I have to say… I can’t wait until I live on my own..or at least with someone else who is used to my habits and won’t care.

My roommate, Morgan, who is Megan’s sister, and I had a good laugh last night.  Somehow we got on the topic of Shaun’s anal-ness/anger issues.  He seemed pissed off yesterday when he was clearing things out of the sink because he wanted the sinks clear.  Fair enough, but it seems like little things REALLY get to him.  Morgan mentioned how one day she opened the fridge, let it sit open while she poured a glass of water (the water was from the fridge), then put the water back and closed it..and he just looked at her and said "REALLY?!" because she left the fridge door open for 30 sec.  Yikes.  this is kind of why I like to just stay out of the way.

I get sick of some things too, but that’s when you just take care of it yourself or mention it politely.  No need to get angry over little things.  Today I did all of the dishes that have been piling up.  They got a new dishwasher but the water here is so hard, EVERYTHING gets this white chalky coating, especially plastics and pans,so the only things we put in the dishwasher now are plates, bowls, glasses, and silverware.  All of the cookware has been building up over the last few days, so I finally just did them.

Seeing Megan and Shaun sorta snuggling on the couch made me really miss having that too. I miss Justin. a lot. I’m one lucky girl for having put him through so much shit and he still wants to be with me.  I’m glad it’s going to happen, finally =)  To be honest, I can’t wait to live with HIM.  I can’t wait to be done with school. I can’t wait to have weekends off.  I can’t wait to curl up under a blanket and watch Big Bang Theory.  I can’t wait to have someone to surprise and take care of and love.  I just can’t wait.

I also cannot wait, literally, any longer… to study.  So I better get to it.  I gotta study and then in a half hour, go run. *sarcastic "yay"*