Where are you!

Why do you run away when I clean! Oh the joys of living with other people! Now before I ever moved in with Matt I had only ever lived with my parents and well that may have been just like living with other people. But alas living up here in Melbourne is the first time that I have personally really lived with other people. Now this what I choose and I’m well aware with that but still a part of me wishes that I didn’t. Why is it that my beautiful white and cream towels that cost me over $50 a towel are now red and pink? Why is it that everything I own has become "everyones" and they can use and do what they feel but yet If I was to do the same there would be a fight? Why am I always cleaning? I know this sounds bad but this is day three of me out of work and I have cooked dinner everynight and still had to do cleaning up and clean the kitchen every morning. Then there are things like shoes and junk that always left around. I am forever longing to have my own space and my own home again. Mind you these feelings go hand in hand with me longing to feed, cook and look after my family and growing it bigger and bigger.

This weekend Callum and I are heading down to Portland to stay with the Grandparents. I’m also going to 18th birthday party on Friday night and I’m really looking forward to it. I’m sure that the grandparents have great plans for Callum and also for myself. Callum is really looking forward to seeing them. The sneeky part of me wants to drop into the realestate agent and start looking for our new block of land but it just isn’t the right time yet, but I know that it is coming, but it’s still waiting for us. Saturday night Callum and I have been invited to a bonfire with some mates for a good old BBQ and drink! Ohh the good old times I am really looking forward to that. Down on the farm. Should be an interesting night to be had I hope!

I’m still waiting on my period! Why is it that she always shows up when I don’t want her to and now that I want her to come she is nowhere to be seen. Come on and hurry up will you girly lets get this show on the road!