Stoopid Work

Well I have ovulated again. My boobs and nipples are really sore and feel like they are going to fall off again like last month.

I’m having some problems at work that are really stressing me out right now. They are some people that have started some roomers about me that are going around the hotel that I don’t do my work. I had only heard them yesterday and I was on my way to the Mangaers office when she was looking for me. We had a big talk about it and have come up with who is starting it. I can’t help but cry. I felt like a big baby. I really give my job 200% and I hate it when people start saying things about me. I have had it all of my life (well mostly thru high school) and I believed that things had changed when I started working. I’m guessing not. So I left early yesterday and got the train home to find that Matt was on his way home because he had a headache. He picked me up from the train station and I went home to bed and woke up again this morning.

When I got this morning I saw that Deanna had been trying to call me all night. De and I work together. She runs the uniform room and I run PA Housekeeping. Thats how we meet and you cant get a pole in the middle of us. The first day that she started we hit it off really well she is a big sister to me. She is lot older then me. 32 and im about 10 or so years younger then her. Its amanzing how well we get along. I found that she had been tring to call me all night and left about 10 messgaes on the anwsering machine. Im going out to her place on friday and I catch up with her then.

I made a apponitment with Kathy as well for friday at 11.30am. Kathy reads my cards. I havent seen her in 4 months and its time to go back and see her. I miss seeing her.

I have to go to work today. I don’t wanna go, but Ithink that I really should. “Just be strong Kell, just be Strong…..” Deanna

Lvu Kell