Resolution Is Possible?

Sometimes if funny how life can bite you right back in the bum? I will be the first one to put my arm in the air and say, I know I haven’t been a good opendiary bubby with leaving note lately and most of you must think that we have fallen off the end of the earth. But we are still every alive :o) I just didn’t feel like writing or leaving notes. However I have been keeping up to date reading with my fav’s.

My period was due on 17th (Thursday) and it never came. So we did a Home pregnancy test and got a Positive on the friday morning and this morning 22nd (Tuesday)I went into the Hospital and My Beta levels are :149. They are telling me that its low. I must say that this time I feel pregnant. I have had morning- all- day- sickness, Sore nipples, and I have to pee all the time. I never really had much sickness with my last pregnancy. This morning I couldn’t stand the smell of vegy on toast. I have it very morning..I love it…

I don’t know what is going to happen, and yes I do feel like Im re-living last october. I just feel Neutral. I don’t want to get my hopes up again. I do want to feel happy and over the moon and that is what my heart is telling me, but my head is telling me not to give to much yet, and to just wait..

Im going back on friday morning (ANZAC Day) to have blood taken again and should know that day if im really, really, really pregnant. If everything is ok the numbers should double in the high 200’s. Thats what Im hoping for :o)

Lvu Kellie

Ps : If things work out my EDD is 25th of December….