Random

  We have people coming to look at the house (to rent) tomorrow
morning. Arh this now means i need to get my bum into gear in the
morning and also have a shower. Why is it that people always want to do
things early in the morning? Really why? I hate it. Playgroup – 10.30
am. Dam Im lucky if  I’m awake. Thank god it got moved till 1.30
because we wouldn’t be going anymore. Now these people want to come at
10-11am. Hrmm pick a time please.

Did I tell you what happened with the last lot of people that came thru
the house? HAHA Well we have the next door people from hell building a
house. Anyway this couple show up without the Guy to walk them thru the
house, so I did it. So when it came to the question “what are the
people like next door” I told them the truth. “Lady is dickhead that
drives a lexus who doesn’t know that it’s really a hotted up Toyota, oh
but I bet they are reallllllyyy nice ” sounds of me gagging here. 
Oh they are really nice with having builder at 6am when they can’t
start till 7am. Kiss my ass. I’m so over building and hell it’s not
even my house, we just had to live next to it with a newborn – now
toddler. Anyway they arn’t taking the house, plus She wanted us to move
a week earlier because they had a Wedding on the 30th or 31st or
something. Let just say that the owner of the house didn’t like me
being so honest  We had some words, well a lot of words over it.

On the other hand, I’m really starting to look forward to living with
Mum. It’s so close now. Only  10 days. Foxtel (cable TV) is going
in on the 18th (monday) so we won’t have a Telly for a couple of days.
Gives us a chanse to clean the house from top to bottom.

Talking about bottoms, I have gotton Callum some hand knitted soakers.
They are just yummy. I love the one that says “cloth bottom”. I’ll take
some photos soon..

I’m also looking at doing some

Meditation. I have even
won some books on Ebay. YAY Me. Thanks to someone here (she knows who
she is). Also dropping into my spiritual side. So meditation here we
come. I’m hoping to be able to understand my spiriturl guide a lot
better. Aleast I know her name and I got it right on the first
go…YAYAY YAYAY Me! It’s all a real start on my way to becoming
pregnant, well mostly sometime to heal from the  hurt and pain of
lossing babies and Infertility. Hrmm I still want the dream of OMG Im
pregnant and didn’t even know it. You know it’s even painful just
thinking and writing about it..But it’s in the back of my head
everyday. Once I start to think about it, I can’t. It just keeps going
and going.

Ok be positive move on…..

Oh I saw myself on the price is right. Gee it’s funny watching yourself
on Telly. So Aussies if you wish to see me, I’m guessing I’m on Telly
tonight too and friday night. And your even more lucky because Matt and
Shane came with me, so you get to see them too.

I’m thinking on the weekend ill pop on over to see Kirsty. Her Dad just
found out that he has cancerous  kidney and it’s going to be
removed (Thursday) today. Time for some ripped off the net Viva la Bam
and RadioBam. Seeing that we both love CKY. I’m hoping it will put a
smile on her face, if not a smile Ill be happy with some very open eyes
popping and tongue rolled out towards telly.

Kell

PS : That dam uterus still won’t tell me anything