Pregnant Friends

I found out a couple of days ago that a friend I went to school with is pregnant. I dont know the fully story. I find it really hard to be happy for people who have just found that they are having a baby. Im ok to there face but as soon as I get in the car to go home, I cry my eyes out and wonder why It can’t be me? I am finding it hard to deal with now. I just don’t feel as strong as I once was. Im even thinking of Stopping TTC and just wait some more time. I have lots of time…But I just don’t feel now is the right time.

I have been buying little bits and pieces all the way thru my inferitily and its starting to build up. But if we are going to do IVF I would want to save some more money. I dont think clomid will get me pregnant.

Ill finish writing later…

Kellie

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August 12, 2002

I know what you mean. One of my friends wants to have “one more baby” – that would make it her third. I just want one – never mind one more. I’m also thinking of taking a break from ttc. I’ve stopped temping for my luteal phase and I feel so much better and in control. (hugs)

August 12, 2002

I hear you. Hugs, love and understanding, — Babs

August 14, 2002

it will happen to you and will mean so much more when you do

Good luck. I know how hard it is when you are trying and everyone around you seems to have it so easy. Keep your chin up.

I know how you feel all too well. Every time that someone gets pregnant, I am just like you, I am very happy for them but as soon as I am by myself I just cry and cry and wonder why not me??? I wish that I knew why this is so hard for some and so easy for others….

August 26, 2002

I just popped by to say hi but you probably don’t want to hear from me … the pregnant one. I am sorry ….