Nightys

I ended up having a good night tonight at work, which of course made the night go faster. Over all it  wasn’t a busy night, but it was busy enough to keep myself in my own little world and to keep me happy. One the way home I was flicking though the radio stations and I come across love song Dedications. Now this is a old program because I used to listen to this years ago when I worked for the Shearton. On my way home I would turn in because I had a hours drive home and I would sing along to help make the trip pass faster. These days I only live 25 mins away from work and on my way home it really took me back to stage in my life that I loved. We where so young and knew not a thing about the world. My how we have all changed, and yet sometimes not always for the best. By the time I got home I had tears in my eyes. I really wish that I could turn back the clock to 2001 and have a chat to myself. That was seven years ago.

I know a big part of me taking this job was to take my mind off hoping to pregnant natually. I think I think more about pregnancy now then what I did 2 months ago. I have a doctors appt on Thursday the 31st. I don’t know what kind of outcome I’m looking for, but I’m just hoping it will be a positive one. Positive to the point where I can make some head way.

Im off to bed.