Just Let It Be

I think/know I’m having a miscarrige. Over the last couple of days I have passed a lot of colts. The more I think about it, the more things seem to fit in with dates. So to speak I would be about 7 – 8 weeks. I can now understand what is with all of the bleeding. It all really started at the the first of the month with the bleeding.

I guess it just wasn’t meant to be this time around. I’m still finding it hard to come to terms with. I don’t think I would have even know that I was pregnant if I didn’t even take the test. I took the first one at the start of the month and that was negative. Still it’s nice to know that body was once again graced with the gift of a child. I now have two beauitful angel babies and my pumpkin Callum. There is not a day that doesn’t go by that I don’t thank and remember all of my children, if in spirt or life. I feel blessed that they have came into my life.

Kell

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OMG I am soooo sorrry! I just hit something and I think I nominated this entry for readers choice 🙁 I know this was very personal and please please please forgive me. I don’t know what the hell I hit or really what readers choice is. I feel like an ass.. If you want to block me or something I would understand. I am very sorry about the miscarriage. I’ve had 5 so I understand 🙁

Okay I’m confused. I’m sorry if your not feeling happy, but I thought you already had callum? Are you pregnant again or are you going back into the past? I’m confused. Anyway, hope your okay 🙂 I dont want to get too personal in asking if your okay,

May 31, 2004

Whether they were carried to term or not they’ll always be with you, Matt and Callum, dont forget that. My stupid sisters used to have abortions and I see the kids all the time, they age as normal – if you think I’m crazy I dont mind, lots of people think that

May 31, 2004

i am sorry hunny i wish i knew what to say but my love is with you always,

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*hug* You’re stronger than you know.

May 31, 2004

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May 31, 2004

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Next time will work! Hope you dealing okay.

May 31, 2004

Many prayers with you.

May 31, 2004

(((hugs)))) im so sorry.

May 31, 2004

I’m so sorry

May 31, 2004

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May 31, 2004

*hugs* I’m sorry to hear that.

May 31, 2004

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oh okay, sorry to be really sensitive, I didn’t understand. I hope your okay, I guess if anything helps build up your confidence, i guess it’s knowing that you have a gorgeous son Callum there with you. Just keep smiling, its what we do best.

May 31, 2004
June 1, 2004

{{{{}}}}}} I’m sorry hun 🙁 ~ajaye

June 1, 2004

*hugs* I can’t begin to imagine what it must feel like to have gone through a miscarriage, but my prayers are with you. Look at that gorgeous baby Callum and smile. Your a wonderful mother, to all of your children and that second little miracle will happen Kel.

MRS
June 1, 2004

Go to the doctors!

June 1, 2004

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