Joy’s Of Life

I have been thinking that maybe i’ll go back to School Part Time next year. I have always wanted to be a midwife. Im really thinking of going and doing it. Its just money. Uni costs a lot of money. I dont think I have said this yet, but Matt left his job, just a little over a week ago and we are finding it hard now to live on my wages. He has been lucky to have had some on call work so that is helping with the costs. Im still tring to work out how we are going to cover all of our costs of living. Im working almost 7 days a week, well more like 6 1/2 days a week. All the saving that we had went on the new car which we are picking up on Tuesday afternoon, on the way to drop me off to work. I don’t want to touch the baby saving account.

Having come from a well off family, I really dont want to have to ask my parents for money. I have to much self pride then to ask my Father for money. Sometimes we really don’t need to hear how I have ruined my life this week by moving out of their house. Somehow we always work things out and things always work out for the best. Matt’s parents have been wonderful to us. Very helpful. Matt is thinking of a career change into AUSTRALIAN DEFENCE FORCE. Im not to keen on this, but f its what he wants to do, then really I can’t stop him.

Lvu Kell

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I really need to download ICQ dont I 😛 LOL. I have MSN buddy thingie.

December 9, 2002

It’s good to look ahead and find things that you can plan for, going back to school is one of them. I’m sorry to hear that you are having to work such long hours to keep ends together. That isn’t helping you to find time for yourself, to get over what you have been through. I hope that he finds another job soon, or makes a decision as to what he is going to do, for both of your sakes.

Go for it…I hope you decide to become a midwife, excellent rewarding career (not that I know).

December 9, 2002

PS I hope I don’t sound like I’m preaching! I just want you to look after yourself, you’ve been through a lot and I know how important it is to be a little selfish occassionally and do what is good for you.

December 9, 2002

RYN Have sent you a request to add me to your ICQ contacts.

December 9, 2002

I have thought about going to school for that too but I hate doing the work :0 hehe..

Ryn: I’m glad that helped. Looks great! =)

December 10, 2002

I LOVE the look of your OD!! RYN: I’m so sorry to hear that.

RYN: you said that AF was painful after your D&C but was it strange as well??? I started AF over a week ago and since then there have been days where I dont bleed at all and then it starts again. I thought it was over and today I am feeling cramps again like AF is going to start any moment. Its very annoying because I just want to have a normal cycle so that we can try again. When was your D&C

con’t…sorry if I am being too nosy, this is all new to me and I get scared at times and want to make sure that there is nothing wrong. Thanks for all your support and help 🙂