It’s Only a Vent

A bit of a Vent…

I’m so over playgroup friends. My god! What is it with these people? I was trolling around a message board that we all share and find that today they all had a "met up" and once again I wasn’t asked If Callum and I would like to come. I’m pissed off. They offen post around bits and pieces, and I just read it and think to myself ;

"Gee are we not good enough?"

On the top side of this, one of the Mum’s is meant to be moving to Queensland in earlyish December and I just can’t wait for her to go. I feel that this person is part of a "problem". Not that I have heard her "bad mouth" me, it’s just really a feeling that I get when we are at playgroup. She reveiced a phone all today while out with them and posted it up that they may not be moving now. They should have some news by the morning.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t just think that it’s one person, and the Mum lets just call her Mum B who is meant to be moving does at times, show some friendshipish feelings towards me. We both had very big problems having a baby, yet her’s is mostly Male.

The second one, is Mum KF. I just guessed that we had a connection because we both birthed, well c-section preem babies.

Maybe I’m just the problem 

Some readers may remember back some months that I sent in a email to the group, telling them how I felt. I personally think now that they must have laughed at it. I just want to really make some friends. I miss having a girl to chat too. I miss doing girly things. A part from this diary at times I feel so lost. Right now, I need a friend. I can’t tell Mum about us TTC # 2, (Even tho I know that she knows) she will just blow up and go red in the face. Maybe she just doesn’t understand how much heartache and time goes into a Matt and Kellie baby…

On a big plus today, it looks like when Matt’s forms and info go in, we will get posted in Melbourne. So much for a big time interstate move. His work training is North East of where we are. So will get to move ( OMG did you know that they come, and pack your things for you??? And then pack them on a truck and send you on your merry way and unpack for you, and its all FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Can I get a WOOT WOOT!!

The first part of the training is 9 weeks in NSW, so for that time we wont see Matt, and I going to stay on with Mum for that 9 weeks. ( lord help me) Then once that part of training is finished, Matt has 37 weeks of career training, as he picked a computer career. Thats when I’ll get pack up and moved over somewhere near Maclead for the 37 weeks or so, and then it’s more then likey a big move to interstate. I’m guessing Townsville in Queensland. I’m going to die from the heat. So that would be the time if anybody wants to holiday with us, Queensland, Movie world, Great Barrier Reef any takers?

Moving back onto playgroup peoples. I have had a look around at some of the more local ones, and they suck. I did hear of one opening, all natural the next town down from us. Think Ill have to look into a little bit more.

Just to add more to my vent, I’ve got bloody Thrush……….

Kell