Half way Through The Year

Half way through the year. It seems to me that when I was in highschool time was going to slow. I believed that I would never be 18. Now that time has past and I dont live with my parents time just go so fast. We moved house last Thursday. It was raining and cold. Matt’s Mum Nancy is here with us for the week and his little sister Ellen and her friend kayla. My house is really full at the moment. A Mother, two teenage girls and us oh and Jazz.

I couldn’t bear to be out Jazz. I had my Mum bring her over. She is a different Cat now. So cuddley and she doesnt leave me alone. She loves to just be with me. Before at mum and dads she was “upset” I dont think she really liked living there.

Im really pissed off at my Father. On the day that we moved he didnt even help us. He just sat there in his chair and read the bloody newspaper. To top it all of he didnt even come to see where we are living or anything. Sometimes I wish he would just just be happy for me. What is he going to be like when we have baby? The some prick that he is now? I would like my children to have gradparents. Matts parents have been wonderful. Nancy drove 400km over 4 hours driving to come and so see the new house. And dad wont even take 2 mins out his life to come and see my new house to come and see me. Im so mad at him.

I dont think I o’ed this month. I did LH tests from day 12 to 17 and nothing. Ill find out when I go for my blood tests. Maybe its from all the stress of my Dad and moving.

Lvu Kell