Dammit Wake up

  I want to have a baby, and I want to have baby right now dammit …. *goes a 2 year dance of frustration*

Really it’s that clear and simple.  Hello wake up inside. All systems are for go?  ummm nope.  Dammit. Come on.

Months ahead, crying, frustration and hurt…..and Im hoping for some healing. But how do I start it? I’m so clueless.