Come Home Soon

Im feeling all over the place today. Matt left for london yesterday and im missing him so much! He called just before to say that he is ok and they are making way to the hotel and he would call me then. The house is quiet. Our bed was so lonely last night and Callum didnt wanna sleep with me 🙁 So i spent it on my own. It just doesnt feel right and I bearly got any sleep. Plus every sound i heard woke me up. I keep thinking that he is going to walk in the door at any moment!

I just can’t wait for him to get home now! Im going to melbourne to meet him at the airport I wont be able to wait any long i dont think. So im driving up on Thursday and Im going to get my hair done and see my mother and say a couple of nights at shanes place! At least I will have someone to talk too and do stuff with! Jess was here yesterday with me, she knew it was hard for me. It was so nice to have her at 5pm because that is the time that Matt normally comes home. So having her here took my mind of it, but I still wished that he was coming home.

Callum seems to be ok with it. We told him that daddy was going on a big plane and Callum and I watched us matt took off at the portland airport so he knows that he has gone far away. I know he is going to be hanging to see Matt on the monday he comes home. So to make the time go i have been working most of the day and have made a nice number of money. Looks like the whole week Ill work my ass off so that the time passes over! Jess is gonna come to over tomorrow afternoon and we are going to work together which will be nice. Someone to talk too.

Well i should get off my ass and make something for dinner, im working and i really wanna send out 20 more messages and that mean I have sent 1000 today which is a nice number.

Kell