Baby Shower Help

Arh Christmas. I woke on Christmas morning to the noise of the children playing outside with their new bikes and toys. To me this really sums up Christmas. Its really is about Family, Children, happiness and feeling loved by all. As I rolled over this morning to looking at my bedroom window, I felt a sadness come over me again. I remember this sadness. It’s the same empty sadness that I have only felt weeks before when we lost our little baby. Now with the New Year coming, what lays ahead for us?

Christmas day was pleasant. We had an afternoon lunch/dinner at my parent’s house. My Mother loves to over cook. I got lots of books for Christmas. I’m a book whore. I can’t help it. It’s my way out of living. I love reading. Now I have to pick which one I’m going to read first. I didn’t end up going to work. At the last moment I didn’t have to go in. This was my first Christmas that I didn’t have to work. On Christmas Eve Matt was working, so I went along with him, just so that we could be with each other. I didn’t want to be on my own.

Right now my body is right on time. I should be ovulating between the 2nd and 6th of January of the new year.

Now I need some help.

To all you Mothers and Mums to be..

* What did you have/want at your baby shower party?

* Did you play any baby Games?

* How many people came..?

And anything that you may think of..

lvu Kell