2/27/04

There is so much going on in my life, that sometimes I don’t know where to start to write.

My parents have broken up. I found out that my Father has been cheating on my Mother with a girl my age. I feel so heart broken, and I feel like I’m the only one that is heart broken. My Mother and him are still living in the same house but arn’t sleeping in the same bed. Wade a friend of mine (the boarder that we took in) has told so many lies that in the end I rang this girl. It got very ugly last night, Wade and Sam (his old girlfriend and Mother of his son) got into a fight out the front of my house and he hit and hit her over and over. I called the police but yet by the time that they got here, it was to late and I had kicked Wade out and he had left. I knew where he went, straight to my Father. I got in my car and drove up there. The last thing that I needed to hear was that my Father doesn’t love my Mother and he doesn’t love me, and that he is taking Wades side and my Father kicked me out.

I feel like a idot. I feel so strange. I don’t know what to do. Mum isn’t much help. I feel so let down by her. On the outside she is all smiles and yet I know on the inside she must be hurting badly. I’ve tryed to talk to her, but she just pushes me away. Like every child, I feel like this is my fult. I know that it’s not, but yet I can’t help but feel that way.

I’m lost and hurt. Does my family hate me? My father doesn’t want to know me and my mother will not talk to me.

What have I done wrong?

ADifferentSideOfMe

Oh sweetie, I’m sorry that this is all going on, just hang in there, and remember that you ahve a beautiful son who loves you and needs you. (((HUGS)))

life of the boys

*huge hugs* I am so sorry :((

soon2BMom

aww im sorry about you mom and dad! best of luck to you and your family!

Babyslime

*hugs tightly* It’s not your fault, please don’t ever think it’s your fault… I am so sorry this is happening to you, around you. It’s tough.

*hugs* it’s not your fault sweetie. Is it possible your Dad is pushing you away because he knows he’s hurt you and thinks by pretending to himself he doesn’t care he doesn’t have to see the hurt in your eyes which in turn hurts him? As for your Mum sounds like she’s putting a brave face on it and trying not to involve you. Mabye tell her how you feel, see what she says?

*huge hugs again* i hope things work out in the end hun. Try to concentrate on positive things, like your baby. Parents suck sometimes :o(

Emerald Sapphires

February 27, 2004

I am so sorry to hear that!

Oh hun. I don’t know where to begin. First off. You need to hug your baby, hubby and mom. Know where the loves comes from for you and let the sadness that surrounds you work itself out. It has to. You can’t help those who don’t want help. But you can make the best of what you have around you. *hugs and love* Heather

I am so sorry.

Wow, sounds like a lot for a person to have to take in. As you already know, it’s not your fault. It may feel like it… but it’s not. Just be there for your mom.

juslilbitty

(((hugs))) Im sorry.

girl with no name

this is not your fault, i’m sure that they do love you people just have different ways of dealing with things. as for your ‘friend’ you should talk to his girlfriend and try andget her to press charges he can’t be allowed to get away with it!!!

*hugs* NONE of that is your fault. NEVER believe that it is…*HUGS HUGS HUGS*