12/24/04

Well I think it’s safe to say that, I’m not pregnant. By now, my HCG levels should have gotton higher and test bands should had gotton darker.

It was a long shot to begin with, and I must say, I’m happy with the outcome. Seeing that Matt and I only have a 5 % chance per cycle with clomid to become pregnant, and( well something started) is very good news for a new cycle and it brings me lots of hope that in the near future I should be able to safely say that I’m pregnant.

The run down for the next two months is, I’m waiting for my period to show. On day 5 to take my Pill tables. We see the RE on the 30th of Jan and will be able to get more clomid from him. So if everything seems to work out like this, then we have a very good chance that Feburary could be a very magical month in this house. I must remember to look at the Moon again, I think I had a little help from it!

As sad that I’m feeling, I can only see a positive from it. This is/going to be my third misscarrige within two years. It’s very heart breaking, and it won’t really hit me till I get my period. I wanted to be pregnant, so much that I could taste it. But I know in the back of my mine, that she wasn’t ready to be here just yet and it will only take some time before she feels ready to become apart of us in that way again.

You can only look to the future!

Kellie

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