11/5/04

 Can you believe that Callum turned One? I can’t. Where is my little baby? He is growing into a little man more and more everyday. ädadad”, “Dad”, “dadyyydadee” are his favorite words to say. he says them so clearly too. It just but rocked my socks off when I first heard him say it, 2 weeks ago. He is very muchly into walking with some help. No crawling still. I don’t think that he is going to ever crawl. But the walking is going really well. Seeing that he is still very little, he does really well. A couple of more months and he should have it down packed.

 Things have been full on the last month. Callums birthday took up a lot of time. I needed some time to come to terms with his first birthday. it was a big day for me. I cried and cried. So many memories came back. A whole year of memories. My second passion, is starting to really get a kick up the bum get moving. the website is looking very fab and should be finished within the next months or so. I was about ready to pull out with the site, business has been a little slow. Not the best month, but Im slowly working my way. I didn’t even break this month. I think for the next couple of years, we are still going to have to pump more money into the business. On a good note, Matt wants to have more to do with the website. Less work for me. I’m shitty with picking the colours, writing the text etc. It’s all in his court now. This just gives me more time, to work up more stock for shop and the opening.

 Things with Mum are better. We talked, we cried and I told my Mother things that I would never dreamed of telling her in this life time.

 Mum gave me limitless American express credit card. Oh man. No limit. None at all. Hell I could buy a House, Car anything with this credit card. I think they would have laws about that. It piggy backs off her account. Im forever ringing and asking if it’s ok to use her card. So she passed me on this one. I wrote down the number and the exp date and little code thing, and cut the card up. I only want to use it for internet buying, when I really have too..No more then that. I don’t need any debt. I like living without any loans. I just like to pay my bills every month and not have to worry about loan repayments. God I hated the days of oweing the bank money. We became debt free at the start of the year, cut up the credit cards and paid the last payments on the loans. I felt so much better. No interest!!

 Well seeing that it’s almost 3am, Im off to bed..we have playgroup today.

Im also booket in to get my new tatt, I can’t wait. It’s still a long time away, but i can’t wait!!

Kell

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