10/26/08

It’s nice to be back in my own bed, and have Matt in it too.

That would be the reason that I haven’t I really updated nor done much. We have been very muchly doing the family thing and just hanging out with eachother. I am taking in every moment, every second because as of Tuesday 28th at 23.59pm Matt will be back on the plane and gone till a week before christmas. It’s going to be a really long one this time, and i can’t go with him because I really want to give this cycle a great go.

Next baby updates :

Im on CD 8 and doing my FSH shots everyday still. First ultrasound is on Monday (tomorrow) I have to say I’m looking forward to it! I think I’m going  ovulate from the right side again, it seems t obe the place that I can feel movement from! Injections have made me feeling a bit sick off and on.

Band Updates:

I’m in need of some more fill in my band too, I can see that I’m eatting to much, and wanting to eat to much too, chips and chocolate I have been naughty. But this is the sign to say that you need more fill which is good that I know what it is. Now it’s just the mental part at the super market when the chicken chips scream my name and say "Kellllliiiieeee take me home and eat me I taste so good!"

Home Life Updates:

Shane does seem to be talking to me, but I believe that Renee is the core root of the problem and yes it’s still in the back of my mind a little as to what really happened and why the change of mind. But I guess as women we all have this image and that is what she wants and this is how she is going to get it. Yeah I know I haven’t really said much, but in a nut shell she moved back here to Melbourne and wanted Shane to take the next step and move in with her, when that didnt happen, she moved in with her Grandparents and she has been in Shanes ear "if your not happy there you had your chance etc etc" so im thinking this is what is really behind it.

Arrh typing is hard due to my nails being so long. Ok going to get them done tomorrow….