you asked. No I am not okay.

How are you?

really, you want to know?
not sure if you do..
today: car battery bit dust, had no money for new battery
yesterday: minor crush/amazing friend told me of kissing someone else (has no idea how i feel about him)
day before: dad told me he did not respect me
few days ago: awkward love triangle between two closest friends ended. they are now dating, still friends with them. %95 okay with it

to answer your question, no
i’m not really okay

i know i will be
just gotta roll with the punches
there are silver linings to each of these situations
viewed from a negative place, they are hurtful
knowing that everyone involved in all this shit truly love and care for me, that makes me, well… not so bad

so, in hindsight,
I’m kinda okay……

PEOPLE ARE MESSY