dating rules? Ha!

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So many times I find myself failing miserably with the opposite sex. The irony of it all is the sheer amount of guy friends I have. No problem there with maintaining friendships with them, just relationships. Lines always seem to blur with me and the men I date. Sometimes I think it would be nice if there was a handbook. Of course that’s ridiculous! Not one of us are alike in how we react to others. We should however as individuals have guidelines we go by.  Maybe that’s where the trouble is with me. I don’t stick to my guns. I’ve always had the reoccurring issue of follow through. It’s a bad habit to be in. The older I get, the more I want order and to follow through consistently in my life. I feel much older than my short twenty six years. Of course that in itself is subjective. What twenty six year old knows what it’s supposed to feel like?
Every thought I seem to let out, I counter with a reason it’s invalid. Damn! I could write half a novel on a subject, then turn around and write it from the opposite belief.  All this doubting! Arghhh! Maybe it’s the snow….